Just One More Christmas, Part I

Rowan stared out the almost too-shiny front window of Elli’s. It’d long been replaced since the wild thunderstorm a few months earlier, but the glass was nearly reflective. She suspected it had more to do with Matt’s obsessive cleaning of the window than the actual glass itself.

She sighed. Snowflakes drifted down from the sky, painting the quiet Main Street in soft white. The scene was picturesque—or it should’ve been. Watertown’s Christmas cheer contest was in just three days, and she was nervous.

Actually, “nervous” didn’t even begin to cover it. She’d entered Elli’s—the bakery she’d inherited from her aunt Katherine—with confidence, but that was before The Curse started.

Yes, she was definitely calling it The Curse now.

It was more than a funk. She’d been in baking ruts before—where no matter what she did, she botched every single recipe—but that was years ago when she was still a student. She was a pastry chef—one with certification and her own business. She never messed up the recipes she’d made a thousand times before. It was getting to the point where Matt—her handsome business partner and boyfriend—was taking over her morning work. She was even ruining plain old bread. No matter how carefully she measured, it ended up too salty or completely flat.

She was cursed, plain and simple.

She sighed again and looked away from the pretty town. Normally, snow would cheer her up. It was almost Christmas, after all. But if she couldn’t pull it together, Elli’s would not only lose the competition, but they’d become the laughingstock of the town.

Her shoulders slumped. “C’mon, Aunt Katherine,” she whispered. “Be my angel and guide me or something.”

The bells over the door jingled and Rowan straightened in her seat. A vaguely familiar young woman strode in, a red Starbucks cup in her gloved hand. She was decked out in full winter attire: the world’s cutest knit cap, a red scarf wrapped several times around her neck, and cozy UGG boots. Rowan glanced down at her flour- and chocolate-streaked chef’s jacket. Matt should be up front greeting customers—not her.

“Hello,” she said, managing not to sound like a total Scrooge. “What can I get for you?”

“Hi there,” the other woman chirped. “I’m from over at Tilly’s.” She pointed in the direction of the little café. “I’m just scoping out the competition.” She peered into the display case, not even trying to look ashamed. “All you have are sandwiches? Where are those famous cookies and cheesecakes I keep hearing about?”

Rowan suppressed a groan. Tilly’s Café, to both her and Matt’s chagrin, had opened about a month earlier. The town only allowed three total bakeries, but Elli’s hadn’t had a competitor in years. Everyone loved Elli’s. There was no need for another place like it. But Tilly’s had roared in, taking the space where the old chocolate café had once been. The owners fixed up the inside, repaired the stage, and reinstated the open mic nights and other events the town had loved when Rowan was a kid. Elli’s couldn’t possibly compete with that vibe, considering they didn’t have enough space to add a stage.

There had been no stopping it, though. Technically Tilly’s was well within their right, and the town approved it unanimously. Competition, everyone said, was healthy.

Rowan disagreed.

Composing herself, she lifted her chin. “Gotta keep our secret weapons hidden until the big day.”

“Ah.” The woman lifted a finger. “Good plan.” She held out a hand. “We haven’t met yet. My name is Tilly. Are you surprised?” She simpered, perfect dimples appearing in each cheek.

Rowan shook hands with her and resisted the urge to gag. Tilly was sugary sweet, in that completely fake way that some women adopted. “So you’re the baker?”Tilly scoffed. “Oh no, sweetie, I’m the director. I have people baking for me.” She glanced Rowan up and down. “I’m assuming you’re the baker here. Where’s your director?”

“You’re looking at her,” Rowan said, not bothering to hide her disdain.

“Oh my. That’s telling.” Tilly shook her head and clucked her tongue in disapproval. Straightening, she sniffed the air, her delicate nose wrinkling. “Is something burning?”

Eyes widening, Rowan darted out of the front room and careened into the kitchen. “No, no, no,” she protested, yanking open the oven door. But it was too late. The pan she withdrew and placed on the counter held a dozen nearly black red velvet cupcakes. She slumped against the stainless steel counter.

“Well,” Tilly said from the kitchen entrance, “it’s been a pleasure. I’m really glad I came by.” With one last condescending smile, she turned and left.

Rowan glowered at her back. “I’m really glad you’re a total bitch,” she muttered. She shook her head at herself. That was hardly even a comeback.

“Are you talking to yourself again?” Matt strolled into the kitchen from the back room. He carried a clipboard in one hand and pushed back brown curls from his eyes with his other.

“You were supposed to be watching the cupcakes,” she accused.

“I was?” Green eyes shifted from side to side. “I thought I was taking inventory.” He pointed to the clipboard.

Jabbing a finger at the ruined goodies, Rowan scowled. “Tilly’s owner came by. She was a complete tool.” She crossed her arms.

“Sorry, babe.” Matt put the clipboard down. It clinked against the stainless steel counter. He drew her in for a hug, and she couldn’t help but relax against him. With his green eyes, cherub-like curls, and muscular arms, he was living, breathing Ativan. “Still on that streak, huh?”

She huffed. “It’s a curse.”

“Nah.” Stepping back a bit, he lifted her chin with a warm finger. “It’ll pass. You’re Rowan, Elli’s amazing baker.”

Snorting, she shook her head. “More like Elli’s walking disaster!”

“It’ll be okay.”

“Oh yeah? When? The day after the competition?” She stepped completely away and put her hands on her hips.

“It’s no big deal. It’s just a contest.”

Her eyes widened. “Just a contest? Matt, you must have amnesia. Elli’s has won every single Christmas cheer contest for the past ten years.”

“To be fair,” he said, “that’s only because we’ve been the only bakery in town.”

Rowan’s jaw dropped open. “Are you saying we didn’t deserve those awards?”

He held up his hands. “I’m just saying that there was no one else in our category. It’s been, well . . . a piece of cake.”

“I hate you right now.”

He chuckled and slapped his thigh. “Sorry, I couldn’t help it.”

Rolling her eyes, she turned back to the burnt cupcakes. “This event always meant a lot to Aunt Katherine. Christmas was her favorite holiday.” Tears stung her eyes. Exactly six months had passed since Katherine had suddenly died—well, suddenly to Rowan. She’d had no idea that Katherine was even sick. She’d been out in New Jersey, licking her wounds and hoping to sever her family ties all the way down to her DNA. She’d been so, so wrong.

Matt cupped her shoulders. “I know,” he said quietly. Those green eyes bore into hers, pulling her back from the abyss. He smiled. “What if we go through Katherine’s recipe book? Maybe you just need to try something new.”

“And botch one of her sacred recipes?” She shook her head. “I don’t think I could handle it.”

“Well, it’s better than ruining your own recipes and beating yourself up.” His lips flattened. “Actually, it’d be great if you could just stop the self-flagellation altogether. Ro, you’re a freakin’ magician in the kitchen. Everyone has a bad day now and then.”

“A two-week bad day?” she asked. Still, she bent down and retrieved the cherished recipe book from its spot, nestled in a wicker cube that also housed Katherine’s lucky apron. She eyed the apron thoughtfully. “Maybe I should put that on.” Her forehead wrinkled. “Or . . . not. It’s probably better if I don’t taint it.”

She plunked the recipe book onto the counter. It was a two-inch binder wrapped in a floral pattern fabric. Each of Katherine’s recipes was tucked into a clear sheet protector, written in her looping hand that Rowan had always loved. She flipped it open and skimmed through the contents. “What do you think?”

He drummed his fingers on the counter. “Something we don’t make very often . . . and something easy.”

“Hey.” She swatted at him.

“No offense.”

Shaking her head, she read through the list again. “What about Aunt Katherine’s candy cane cookies?” She tapped the photo with a fingernail that she’d nibbled down to the nub.

“Those are good,” Matt agreed. “She made them the first year I worked here.”

“You mean the year you stole my job?”

“Yeah. That year.” He grinned. “Anyway, she wouldn’t let me touch them. I could only watch. She was so particular about how everything was done.”

“In the best way possible.” Rowan smiled. “She always wanted to make sure you were paying attention, that you really learned how to bake with your heart.”

He nodded, then pressed a kiss to her cheek. “Bake with your heart, babe.” He picked up the clipboard again.

“You’re not going to help?”

“I believe I just did.”

“You know what I mean.” She began laying out the ingredients.

Grimacing, he continued toward the store room. “And hang around you? That’s bad juju.” He strolled away, whistling “It’s the Most Wonderful Time of the Year.”

“Brat,” she called after him. Still, she smiled. Despite their rocky beginning, Matt was the best thing that had ever happened to her.

Rolling up her sleeves, she got to work.

She flipped on her favorite Christmas music playlist—a mix of piano-only songs on Spotify. With the cheerful tunes drifting through the kitchen, she started mixing the dough. Mixing was always her favorite part. Though she used a mixer, there was just something so soothing about watching all of the ingredients come together. She combined butter, sugar, egg yolks, and peppermint extract, watching as the paddle stirred the wet components together. Her shoulders loosened and a sappy smile played on her lips.

This was it. She was going to break the curse, if it was the last thing she did.

Switching the mixer to low, she stirred in the dry ingredients. The dough churned, becoming more and more solid with each turn. It was hard to believe that, at one point, she’d been willing to give all of this up.

Once the dough was mixed enough, she shut off the machine and separated it into two equal halves. She swaddled one in plastic wrap and set it aside. Maybe covering it completely was going overboard, but with her luck she’d splash red food coloring everywhere and she’d end up with completely red cookies instead of candy cane-shaped cookies, alternating in red and white.

She hummed to herself as she dyed the other half of the dough red. Already she could see the perfect little candy canes, positioned in the display case so that every other one of them were Js, their sugar sprinkles glistening.

Using her hands, she shaped each ball of dough into a flat square, smoothing the edges into perfection with a bench scrape.

The front door jingled again, and she cringed. “Matt,” she called.

“It’s just me.” Her best friend, Charlotte, practically floated into the kitchen. Her face glowed, and Rowan suspected it had little to do with the cold weather.

“Tell me everything,” Rowan said as she wrapped the squares, “in just one more minute.” She tucked the dough into the walk-in refrigerator, taking a moment to admire her work. Content, she hurried back into the kitchen. “Go!” she told Charlotte.

“Okay, so you remember Amarie?” Charlotte said, unable to hide the goofy grin that clung to her lips like confectioner’s sugar.

“How could I forget?” Rowan tossed everything into the pot sink for later scrubbing.

“Well,” Charlotte drew out the word, “she added me on Facebook a while back.”

“Uh-huh. I remember,” Rowan prodded.

“She hasn’t posted much lately, because of finals and all that, but . . . she’s coming home for winter break!” Charlotte clapped her hands together and bounced on the balls of her feet, her hair flying off her shoulders. Usually dyed one bright color or another, Charlotte had made no exceptions for the holiday season and had turned her naturally blonde locks into cheery Christmas red.

“That’s awesome, Char,” Rowan said with a smile. “So are you gonna make a move?”

Charlotte’s smile faded. She took a deep breath. “She’s still with Jason,” she admitted.

Rowan nodded sympathetically. “We’ll just have to plan a get-together and then you can sweep her off her feet!”

Her best friend shrugged. “I don’t know . . . I mean, I know she’s queer. My gaydar has never failed me. But . . .”

“Jason puts a wrench in the plans.”

“Exactly. I’m not into adultery.”

“They’re not exactly married,” Rowan said, lifting a finger.

“Right, but they’ve been together a while now. Over a year? Maybe even close to two. And I don’t think she knows she likes girls, too, Ro. Like, maybe deep down, but not really, you know?”

Rowan nodded. She slung an arm around Charlotte. “We’ve got to cure you of this crush, babe. It’s only going to tear you apart.”

Charlotte twisted her lips to the side. “I know it. I barely know the girl. I’ve never felt so connected with anyone before, though. It sounds freakin’ stalker-ish.”

“Nah. I get it.” Rowan shrugged out of her chef’s jacket. “How about we go get our Starbucks fix? I’m really craving a peppermint mocha now,” she said, sniffing at the faint traces of the oil on her hands.

Charlotte giggled. “So I take it your streak has ended?”

“I think so,” Rowan said. “I can feel it.” She pulled on her winter coat, a black parka that fell to her knees. Though Charlotte had tried talking her into dying her whole head green, Rowan had gone back to her natural mousy brown—just until the competition was over. She meant no offense to Charlotte, but she’d wanted to be taken seriously, and she was glad now that she knew how put-together Tilly was.

Linking arms with Charlotte, Rowan called out to Matt that they were heading out, and promised to bring him something back. Arm in arm, she and Charlotte stepped onto Main Street. It was at least a mile walk to Starbucks, but with Charlotte she didn’t even feel cold. They chitchatted as they walked, catching up on their lives. Charlotte had started bartending school so that she could be a mixologist at The 545, the lounge she was a short order cook at.

“This way I can chat up cute girls and make some extra money in tips,” she reasoned.

“Makes sense to me.”

Rowan glanced into the windows of the various shops they passed. Main Street was always cute, but it had an even more special vibe during the holidays. Each bare tree was wrapped in white string lights, the lights intertwining and forming a canopy above the sidewalk. It was pure magic, she surmised.

By the time they stepped inside Starbucks, though, her cheeks and nose were numb.

“My treat,” Charlotte said, blocking her from the chip reader.

“No, mine,” Rowan insisted. “You got the last time.”

“So?”

“Plus Matt’s ordering too. C’mon.”

Charlotte stuck out her tongue playfully and gave the barista their orders before Rowan could argue further.

“You,” Rowan told her, wrapping her in a one-armed hug.

“Me.” Charlotte beamed.

They took their coffees and sat down at a table.

“So,” Charlotte said meaningfully, dragging out the word. “Any special Christmas plans with Matt?”

Rowan tilted her head, her eyebrows furrowed. As far as she knew, they were each spending Christmas with their families. They saw each other every day anyway. They could exchange gifts any time.

“Seriously? He didn’t invite you to Christmas dinner with the family?”

“So what? I mean, he doesn’t really have a lot of family. It’ll just be his mom, his little brother, and him. He doesn’t get to spend much time with them.”

Charlotte gave her a flat look. “You guys have been together for like six months now.”

“Four, technically. Actually . . .” Rowan counted. “Three.”

Her best friend rolled her eyes. “Six,” she said firmly. “That month or whatever you were ‘broken up’ so doesn’t count.”

“Either way,” Rowan said, “it’s family time.” She suppressed a groan. “Family time,” to her parents, meant ditching their children just before the holidays for their annual cruise. “What are your plans?” she asked, changing the subject.

“The Butler family tradition: Christmas Eve mass and a stern talking-to about how God hates gays.” She rolled her eyes.

“I’m sorry, love.” Rowan reached across the table and gave her best friend’s hand a warm squeeze. “Any way you can skip?”

“Only if I’m bleeding to death. And even then . . .” She shrugged.

Rowan raised her coffee cup in a salute. “To family.”

Charlotte knocked her cup against Rowan’s. “Happy holidays.” She giggled.

A little while later, they headed back to Elli’s. Full dark had fallen in the meantime and, with it, the temperature. Rowan huddled deep into her coat.

Charlotte walked her to the door and gave her a kiss on the cheek. “Good luck with those candy canes,” she said. She hopped into her warm car, thanks to her remote starter when they were still a block away, and waved as she pulled from the curb.

Taking a deep breath, Rowan hurried into the warmth of Elli’s. She hung her coat up, then went into the walk-in.

Matt bent over a shelf, his black Dickies accenting his ass.

“Nice,” she said flirtatiously.

Straightening, he turned and wrapped her in a hug. Full, warm lips pressed to hers. “Aw, look who’s cold. Let me warm you up, baby.”

“In the walk-in?” Rowan lifted an eyebrow.

He smirked. “We could do it in the kitchen instead, if you prefer.”

“Tempting,” she said, twirling away, “but I’ve got a hot date.” She grabbed her chilled dough and took it to her station, leaving him chuckling after her.

Heart thudding in her chest, she eyed the dough on the stainless steel, willing it to cooperate. “All right,” she said. “Let’s break this streak.”

Tattooed Heart, Chapter 1

“I’m curious about Goldie’s friend,” Tall, Dark, and Fine AF said to me, with full eye contact and everything.

I was curious, too—how long could he hold me up against a wall?

It was 100 percent my broken heart talking, and I was 100 percent okay with that.

Chapter 1: Big Gun

Sabella

My dad handed me my first tattoo gun when I was fourteen.

“I can’t reach this spot. You do it.”

I laughed. I thought he was kidding. The chicken drumsticks he’d taught me how to season baked in the oven, and the pot of rice and beans he’d also walked me through simmered on the stove. He was supposed to be teaching me how to cook—“Since your mama sure ain’t,” he said.

He took off his shirt and I wrinkled my nose at his hairy armpits. My mom was definitely not the picture of emotional stability, and she’d never teach me how to cook, but she had me shaving at ten and doing my own nails at thirteen. It only highlighted the fact that I lived five out of seven days a week with a very hairy man.

A man who wanted me to ink his latest girlfriend’s name on his ribs, on the opposite side of where my mom’s name had faded into his skin.

“Mira,” he said, putting the tattoo gun in my hand. “You just stretch the skin como esto, and trace.” He demonstrated, stretching the skin on my arm with one hand and drawing a butter knife over it with the other. “It’s easy. Siéntate.”

I scoffed. “No, Papi! What if I mess it up?”

“It’s just some letters. A line here, a line there.”

I gave him a flat look. “That’s cursive.”

“See? You don’t even have to get it straight.” He waved me on. “You can do it. It’s just like all the pictures you draw, except on skin.”

And I’d thought it was exciting when he let me dice the onion for the rice.

“Okay,” I said, drawing out the word while I gave him one last look—to check whether he’d lost his damn mind.

He gave me a nod, wearing the same look of paternal pride and patience he’d rocked while teaching me how to ride a bike. “It don’t matter if you mess it up, because I’m old.”

I grabbed his insulin kit from the top of the fridge.

“I’m not having a hypoglycemic episode,” he said gently.

“I know that.” Unzipping the kit, I sat back down at the table, placing prep pads on a square of table that looked clean. “I’m aiming for a zero infections streak.”

He chuckled, the sound warm and melodious, filling the kitchen as I carefully wrote his flavor-of-the-week’s name on his skin in swooping cursive, pointedly not looking at my mom’s name. He gave me a thumbs up, I pressed my foot down on the pedal, and there was no going back.

I’ve been tattooing ever since.

By the time Goldie found me, I was tattooing in our kitchen but winning big awards. Goldie gave me a chance to really fly, and for that, I’ll be forever grateful. Which is why, when she needed to move back home to Stagwood Falls, I went with her.

Well, that and my thirty-five-year-old, freshly divorced ass needed to get the hell out of the city. Almost divorced. Thanks to Connecticut’s relaxed laws, all I needed was for my ex to sign the papers, and I’d be free. Problem was, he went radio silent the second I left.

Stagwood Falls (population 1,500) was the opposite of the city I grew up in (population 150,000). Main Street looked like the set of a movie—very Instagram-ready. My girls in the city definitely would approve. I was sitting in a bar called The Main Idea—also super cute. It had an arcade in the back and more IPAs than I could ever hope to memorize. Their poor bartender. I’d grown up on blunts and jungle juice, so the novelty of the whole hipster craze hadn’t gotten to me yet.

Goldie, on the other hand, couldn’t roll her eyes far enough in the back of her head.

“Girl,” I said. “Your face is gonna get stuck like that.”

Then I realized she’d just spotted David, her least favorite person at the time.

“You didn’t say he was that hot,” I hissed. David had that olive-skinned, melty-eyed Italian thing going for him, with barber-bladed eyebrows nearly as thick as my thighs, and a hell of a smirk. He only had eyes for Goldie as he neared our table, and I knew my best friend was in trouble.

All that Italian deliciousness quite literally paled in comparison to the guy with him, apparently a close friend if I went by the way they leaned into each other, murmuring something while David ogled Goldie. Tall, dark, handsome, and nameless’s gaze swept from her to me, freezing me in place with dark brown eyes the same deep shade as his skin. They must’ve gone to the same barber, because his brows and beard were just as carefully maintained, all sharp lines to highlight prominent cheekbones that made me want to lick them. Yes, lick. I was that starved. I couldn’t ignore the meal in front of me, not when he walked with ease, carrying broad shoulders that I immediately pictured my hands gripping. He floated to our table effortlessly, as if gliding to me on a trajectory I could neither see nor avoid. While Goldie and David glared at each other, he took my hand in his, and I felt like I’d been electrocuted, nearly missing his name.

“Benton,” he said with a smile that made me forget mine. “Por favor, dime tu nombre.”

My heart nearly stopped. Since pulling up on Goldie’s building a couple weeks earlier, I hadn’t heard a word of Spanish.

“I did a lot of my social worker practice hours in Waterbury,” he explained. “Lots of Puerto Ricans.”

I squinted up at him. “How did you know?” Puerto Ricans tended to spot each other instantly. It was some kind of pheromone. He looked Black, but on the islands, Boricuas came in all shades—even ginger.

“I might’ve looked you up on the ’Gram,” he admitted. “You’ve got a little flag in your bio.”

“Looked me up?” I inquired.

“Caught again.” He chuckled. “I saw you outside while I was working, and I got curious about Goldie’s friend.”

“Curious, hmm?” I sat up straighter. I was curious, too, about very scientific matters like, how long could he hold me up against a wall with those ultra-defined arms?

It was 100 percent the heartbreak talking, and I was 100 percent okay with that.

And Goldie was 100 percent walking to the arcade in the back of the bar—with David. I checked my dark red lipstick in my phone’s camera, then turned to his best friend. “Wanna buy me a drink?”

I hated to waste an outfit.

I looked damn good in my cropped Bitch Craft T-shirt that just read Bitch after I’d gotten my hands on it. Before that night, I was not a one-night-stand kind of girl. That didn’t mean I couldn’t break that rule with Benton. It’d been a good six months since I’d let my ex-husband touch me.

I took a moment to appreciate the view as Benton carried our drinks over. He wore his button-down’s sleeves rolled up, exposing dark muscular forearms wrapped in a swooping cursive tattoo I couldn’t read from that far away. His dress pants hugged his ass, and his beard hugged his jawline. I wanted to koala-hug his body.

I moved over to the same side of the table, making sure to touch his hand as I accepted the drink.

He gave me a knowing, cocky look. “Do you want to actually drink these, or do you want to get out of here?”

We were on the same page. Good. I didn’t need to know about his childhood or what his future plans were. I just needed some dick. Lord knew I’d wasted far too much time on romance.

“So where’s your place?” I asked as we stumbled onto the sidewalk hand in hand. I liked the way our hands fit, how his thick fingers threaded through mine.

He stopped fast and I nearly crashed into him. “I figured yours is closer.”

I laughed. “Sure, if you wanna hang with Goldie’s grandpa.”

My living situation started off a little awkward, but I’d grown up around men. Goldie’s Poppy was a sweet old man, and probably fast asleep for the night, so there was no way I was bringing a guy home. It was way too awkward.

Benton hesitated.

“What, do you live with your mom or something?” I teased. Not that I cared. Until recently, I’d still lived with my dad. For most thirty-somethings, that was probably weird, but not this Boricua.

Benton shook his head.

“Then what’s the problem?”

“I live with David’s mom, okay?” Benton said. “So no, we can’t go to my place.”

There we were, in the middle of the sidewalk, debating where to bang like a couple of teenagers. I laughed.

“You don’t have to be a dick about it,” he said, pulling away from me.

“I’m not,” I said through my laughter. “Come on, Benton, it’s funny. We’re like a couple of horny teenagers.”

He scowled. “I’m a grown man.”

I had the giggles so bad. “Come on. Let me buy you another drink.”

He waved me off. “You know what, I’m good.”

I watched as he walked away, his shirt hugging the muscles of his back.

“It’s not a big deal,” I called after him. Either he didn’t hear me, or he didn’t want to, because he kept going until he was out of my sight.

Rolling my eyes, I went in the opposite direction and decided I was already over Stagwood Falls.


One Year Later

I hadn’t meant to stay. I’d planned on getting Goldie settled in and then figuring out my next move. Maybe I’d go back to the city, where I could hopefully avoid my ex. Or maybe I’d get my own place in town, if I liked it enough. So far, I didn’t really like it.

The town was cute, don’t get me wrong, but small, and people stared. It was hard to fade into anonymous heartbreak recovery when everywhere I went, people eyed me. Of course, none of them knew I left New Haven because I got dumped. They were staring at my tattoos, fishnet, and boots. I felt like someone had plucked off all my petals, leaving me stripped of the things I’d once wanted so badly. It felt like everyone could see the grief etched deep into my soul.

So I poured my energy into tattooing, all the while feeling like I needed more. I needed to get back to my roots, to hold a paintbrush in my hand and let everything I felt pour out of me, onto canvas. The problem was, I was booked solid. Since Goldie transplanted her tattoo shop Touch of Gold from the city to Stagwood Falls, my regulars were getting more comfortable with driving out to see me. Plus, we’d been expanding in our new county. Not a bad problem to have, but I wanted time to paint. I needed time to process my pain, but painting didn’t pay the way tattooing did. The only way to squeeze in my hobbies as an adult were to make them part of my work. And I had come up with the perfect solution.

I just needed to get my friends on board.

I needed a win, something that was mine. Goldie had her shop—I was happier than ever tattooing under her roof, and she involved me in more than usual, but it was her shop. I had to tread carefully, balancing friendship with work.

I stood in David’s kitchen, slicing a lemon for my vodka. Or I was supposed to be. It was just us girls for the moment, the guys still in the living room fussing over David’s new gaming setup, and I was using the break from a bloodthirsty game of Cards Against Humanity to work on my magnum opus: a text I’d been drafting for six months. Drafting and dreading. I’d tried being nice. I’d tried giving him space. I’d even tried being stern—using those boundaries that my Instagram therapist was always talking about.

She wasn’t my actual therapist. She was just an account I followed.

“At least AI can’t replace me,” Goldie said. She finished off the faux vodka Collins I’d made us—I used lemonade instead of lemon juice, simple syrup, and club soda—and held her glass in my face.

“Knife,” I reminded her, giving her a sharp look.

“What knife? Less texting, more slicing,” she said, always with the big sister energy.

Goldie and I couldn’t be more different. She was raised by her grandparents, I was raised by my dad. She was all Black, I was half Puerto Rican, half white. She’d left marketing in her mid-twenties to become a tattoo artist, and I’d grown up with a tattoo gun in my hand. Despite our different paths, we were both driven women determined to make it in a male-dominated world, which was why I liked her the moment I met her. Leaving New Haven and coming to Stagwood Falls with her was simple for me: I didn’t want to work at anyone else’s shop, and I definitely didn’t want to stay in a city full of reminders of my biggest failure.

“Until they invent some vending machine thing where you select your piece and it tattoos it on, right then and there, like a 3D printer,” Kinsley—her actual little sister—said.

“Don’t say that.” Goldie fake vomited.

“Oh, it’ll happen,” I said, using the ten-inch knife to twist out the seeds from each slice of lemon.

“Damn, girl, easy with that thing,” Goldie said, “and whose side are you on? Artists or robots?”

“I’m just saying.” Dropping the slices into our glasses, I grabbed ice and the bottles of vodka and lemonade. “It’ll never replace having a real, talented artist design a real, personal piece, though.”

“You say that,” Kinsley said darkly, “but what about all the generative art apps?”

“Hurry with that vodka,” Goldie pleaded. “We need to get past stoned, eerily philosophic Kinsley and bring out drunk, dancing Kinsley.”

“I heard drunk dancing,” Benton said, shimmying into the kitchen. “What’re we dancing to?” Even though I was closer, he took Kinsley’s hand and spun her into a dip.

“We’re dancing?” David pulled Goldie into him, tipping her chin up for a kiss.
Couples. Kill me.

Grabbing my phone, I threw on the last thing I’d been listening to.

“Doja Cat? Really?” Benton complained without even looking at me.

“Whatchu got against Doja Cat?” Antoni backed up on me until his ass almost touched my thigh, then dropped it low, “twerking” in a squat. He was less twerking and more just shaking.

I shoved him away, laughing. “You’re doing it wrong. Let me show you.”

“Please,” he wheezed. “I think I pulled something.” He straightened, dusting his hands on his jeans.

Placing my hands on my hips, I demonstrated. “It’s all in the hips, li’l Ant. Not your back. You were on your way to the ER.”

“Are we learning stripper moves, or are we playing cards?” Benton interrupted, tapping his watch.

“You got something against sex workers? Besides, I was in cheer, not on a pole,” I told him. “Have another drink, or hit that.” I nodded to the blunt Kinsley held a lighter to.

“Some of us have work in the morning,” he said, still not looking at me.

I rolled my eyes. “Tattooing is work. Not my fault the three of you got suckered into the nine-to-five life.”

“We all work hard,” Goldie intervened, “which is why we agreed we need low-key Thursday night game nights, spending quality time together, sans sniping. Right?” She gave me a stern look. I’d never told her about the night Benton and I met, but she was getting more and more curious every time the two of us went at each other.

“Right.” Downing my vodka, I gathered my courage. “Speaking of work, I want to run something past you guys.”

“Running man? I only just got the hang of twerking,” Antoni shouted over the music. He held onto the counter, practicing what I’d shown him and still doing it wrong.

I turned down the music and cleared my throat. “I need all of your help,” I said, looking pointedly at Benton. “Even you.”

“I see we’ve moved on to the drunken dramatics portion of the evening,” he muttered.

I stood taller to show him I wasn’t drunk, wobbling only a little.

“What’s up?” Goldie asked.

My best friend. She’d stood by my side through everything the past six months. Every time I second-guessed myself, thinking I’d made the wrong choice, she reminded me that I’d absolutely chosen right. I’d been more than happy to return the favor by supporting her move to Stagwood Falls, then seeing her through almost losing her building and David. We always had each other’s backs, which is why I had no doubts she’d have mine.

“I want to teach a community art class,” I announced, “and at the end of it, throw an art show.”

All five of them stared at me.

“Like…a festival?” Goldie asked.

“Nothing big, obviously,” I said quickly. “Just something to showcase the pieces my students work on. Our students,” I added. “We could host it at town hall, or even the shop…”

“I’m still on ‘community’ and ‘class,’” Antoni said. “You want this to be a legit town event?”

“Very much,” I said, clasping my hands. “Like for the community. Kind of like an art therapy thing.”

Benton cleared his throat. “You can’t practice without being licensed.”

“I know that,” I told him. “I’m not looking to give anyone therapy. I’m thinking more like in a therapeutic vein.” I struggled for words. Maybe I was drunk.

Antoni scratched his head. “What’s the difference?”

“Therapeutic,” Kinsley repeated. “That too big a word for you?”

“I like big words and I cannot lie.” With a devious grin, he aimed his terrible twerking at her.

“Get your cute li’l white butt outta here,” she said, laughing. I caught the way her gaze lingered on him, though.

“So what do you guys think?” I looked from face to face, already brimming with plans swirling through my head. Ever since I’d first thought of the idea, I practically had the curriculum laid out. I couldn’t wait to get started.

“How will it bring in money?” David asked. “Who’s going to pay for the supplies and stuff?”

“Money?” I repeated. “I was thinking this could be like a free thing. Everyone’s been on such hard times these past few years. I wanted to give back.” I turned to Benton, the town social worker. Surely, he got it. He was always late to drinks at The Main Idea, always staying behind at town hall to finish up “just one more thing” for one of the town residents. As big a baby as he was, he had an even bigger heart.

As much as I didn’t want to admit it.

“We don’t really have any room in the budget for a new program,” was all he said.

“Seriously, guys?”

But someone—probably Antoni—turned the music back up, and a moment later, I heard the slap of cards being shuffled.

I rubbed my temples. I’d thought I had it in the bag.

“Here,” Goldie said, pressing a fresh drink into my hand.

“You really don’t like my idea?” I asked her.

“It’s not that I don’t like it,” she hedged. “It’s just that so much has happened. We’re still getting on our feet here. I just don’t have the bandwidth. Sorry, girl.” Squeezing my shoulder, she left me to my thoughts to join the rest of the group in the living room.

She was probably right. We both had a lot going on. The guys, too—logically I knew Benton wasn’t giving me a hard time for nothing. They had their hands full trying to keep the mayor from selling the lake out from under the town.

“That’s why we need the arts,” I muttered to the empty kitchen.

Almost empty. Kinsley stood at the sink, washing the cutting board and knife I’d used.

“Oh, I got that,” I said, moving to take her place.

“I don’t mind.” She placed them in the drain and dried her hands. “For what it’s worth, I think it’s a good idea.”

“You’d be the only one,” I said with a sigh.

“Pitch it again, when everyone’s sobered up. Maybe take them one on one, like a strategic conquering.” She laughed. “But don’t give up. You know how stubborn my sister can be. You just have to crack her.”

“She is pretty stubborn,” I agreed. “I don’t know. It’s probably better if I leave it be.”

“Just think about it,” she said. “Now let’s go wreck these motherfuckers in Cards Against Humanity.”

As soon as she left, I pulled my phone out again. My vision blurred, just a little, key phrases jumping out at me.

Six months.
Space.
Please.
Move forward.
Please.
Healthy.

I considered adding one more “please,” then decided I’d already used two too many. Every text I sent always resulted in the same thing: a delivered, then read notification, then no response.

Childishly, he thought if he ignored me and didn’t give me what I needed, I’d change my mind and go back to the city, back to him. The problem with that strategy was, I couldn’t. Not in a million years.

Just like I couldn’t abandon my art program baby. I’d convince my friends that it was a good idea. In a time when everyone was hurting, it was exactly what the town needed.

Goldie was stubborn, but I was stubborn en español.

I held my head and drink high and began plotting my takedown.


Tattooed Heart Cover Reveal

It’s that time again! I’m so excited to share the cover for Tattooed Heart with you!

For this cover, the Kobo Originals team—shoutout to Jessica and Vanessa—worked with Ukrainian designer Miblart to match the cover for A Touch of Gold (the first book in the series). This time, they chose red roses to match Sabella’s character, who’s covered in rose and other red tattoos. The roses once again have a stunning illustrated style, all while remaining alluring yet discreet—fitting for this spicy romance.

For fun, I made a 3D paper version of the cover for a reveal Reel. Check it out on my Instagram!

But first, here’s the official cover, which I’m officially obsessed with.

Tattooed Heart
Stagwood Falls: Love in Ink Series, Book 2

Sabella makes a living covering up people’s bad tattoos, creating art out of regrets and mistakes. When she finds herself divorced from her high school sweetheart turned heartbreaker, she doesn’t just go into hiding; she takes her best friend up on an offer for a fresh start at her new tattoo shop and runs all the way to Stagwood Falls, an idyllic town reinventing itself after its own heartache. It’s the perfect place to hide, and it’s where she finds a new purpose: teaching the healing power of art to a community that’s desperate to move on. Unfortunately, to put her plan into action, Sabella must enlist the help of one sexy, sensitive town social worker, Benton Rhinehart—AKA the guy who wants nothing to do with her after their first encounter ended in hurt feelings and a wounded ego.

Benton gives everything to the people of Stagwood Falls, but the bank still took all he had when the recession hit. Instead of rebuilding himself, he eagerly dove headfirst into solving other people’s problems. So when Sabella comes to him with her community art program plan, Benton doesn’t hesitate to throw himself fully into it, even if that means working with the woman who shamelessly snubbed him the first time they met.

Despite their rocky start, it’s hard to ignore that Sabella and Benton make a great team. Their business relationship quickly turns into a friendship they both desperately need. Even though they’re better off as friends, the more time they spend together, the harder it is to ignore that there’s something much deeper going on. But when Sabella’s ex comes to town saying everything she wants to hear, she has to choose between her heart and her dream. Both feel like the same thing, and choosing wrong is one mistake she won’t be able to cover up.

ARCs go out November 14th via NetGalley. Get on my email list for updates!

A Touch of Gold, Chapter 2

Chapter 2: The Proposal
David

I’d been on a roll all morning. I’d just talked to Mrs. Wish—the owner of Wish Grocery and everyone’s honorary grandma—and the second to last person to cross off my list.

“I’m old,” she’d said. “I want to kick back and enjoy my grandchildren—all of them.” She pinched my cheek. “Sure, I’ll sell.”

I’d all but danced out of the store.

Goldie was the last one I needed to convince. I’d stopped by a couple times since I heard she was back in town, but both times she was tattooing. I didn’t want a tattoo, but making an appointment was the only way our very different schedules would align.

The years since high school had been extra good to her, finessing the perfection that had always been Theodora “Goldie” Mosley. The baggy black T-shirt she wore over biker shorts shouldn’t have been sexy, yet it hugged her curves in all the right ways. She’d been pretty in high school. In her thirties, she was downright stunning, her full lips painted purple, complementing her brown eyes and umber skin. Warmth lingered in those eyes as she gave my hand a squeeze. She was giving me all the “ask me out” vibes.

That prolonged eye contact was my cue to say, “So what are you doing for dinner tonight?” Except I was on a mission.

Before I could take her out, I had to cross her off my list.

Or, more specifically, her building.

I was gonna pitch her into selling her building to the town, and then I’d take her out—home run.

Even though I hadn’t been back in town long, I felt that familiar itch to prove myself. When I left, I’d been the kid whose dad died. When I came back, I was the new city planner who’d turned around a dying city. A small city, but still. It had gone from Brass City of the world, to most dangerous city in the state to, under my watch, thriving youthful utopia.

I could do the same for Stagwood Falls.

Fortunately for my hometown, we weren’t even on the list of dangerous places. We were, however, the emptiest Main Street in the state.

Goldie retrieved her hand, using it to tuck her braids behind her ear. “What’re you all deep in thought about?”

Time to get my head back into the game.

“I was just thinking how a lot’s changed since high school, and yet nothing’s changed,” I said. “I mean, here we are, me bugging you while you draw.”

She chuckled. “You were never bugging me.”

And we were back to that lingering eye contact.

When I pitched softball, it was all about timing, position, and speed. I needed to stay in the zone.

I cleared my throat. “How’s your grandpa?”

“He’s good,” she replied. “Torturing Sabella with his old dead bodies story.”

I laughed. “See? Nothing’s changed.”

“How’s your mom?”

“Still trying to convince me to stay with her instead of the house the town is loaning me.” I shook my head. “Never gonna happen. Did you know Benton’s staying with my mom now? In my old room, at that. Sometimes I think she’s trying to recreate our teen years,” I joked.

“I heard. Your mom means well, though.”

“I know.” Sometimes I forgot that Goldie wasn’t just a member of the dead dads club; she also belonged to the dead moms club. The other major difference between us was her parents were killed by a drunk driver, and my dad killed himself drinking. I was lucky I still had a mom, even if she was your typical overbearing Italian.

“How’s your sister?” Goldie asked, her pencil stroking across the page.

“Nic’s good. My niece is keeping her on her toes.” I grinned, thinking of the other night when I stopped by for dinner after work. My four-year-old niece LuLu was the best. That was why I’d moved back home. I’d done the whole living-by-myself-in-the-big-city thing in my twenties, and I’d enjoyed every moment of it. But I missed my family. It was weird not seeing them regularly when I was used to seeing them every day.

“She’s cute,” Goldie admitted. It did something to me, her asking about my family. “I ran into them at the grocery store.”

I raised my eyebrows and she laughed. “What?” I asked.

“Dude, I forgot how much those caterpillars distract me,” she teased. “And those dimples. Jesus.”

“I come by them honestly.” I wiggled my eyebrows, and she laughed again. The sound reverberated through me, settling in my marrow. In high school, I would’ve done anything to make her laugh. She was already beautiful, but when she laughed, pink tinged her copper cheeks and her face glowed. She’d toss her head back, braids flying in every direction, clapping her hands at my joke. In homeroom, I wasn’t just the second shortest kid in my freshman class. I was David Mosconi, the kid who could make her laugh. I still had it. We still had it, that instant connection.

“How are you not tied down by now?” she asked.

I smirked. She could tie me down any time.

But first, it was time to get to work.

Setting the sketch aside, Goldie tapped the screen of her phone a few times. A second later, Mastodon played through speakers I hadn’t noticed mounted to the walls.

“Their newest album,” I said, nodding in approval. “From the singles they released, I thought it was gonna be all over the place in a weird way, but hearing it from start to finish, it makes perfect sense.”

Her head snapped up, gaze zeroing in on me. “Yeah,” she said, surprised. “I thought the same thing.”

“Why are you so surprised?”

“I just . . .” She gave my suit an up and down glance.

“Thought I went all cookie-cutter? Nah. I became a city planner so I could afford concerts.”

“And real Timbs,” she added.

“And real Timbs,” I repeated with a laugh. The two of us were some of the only kids in our high school who didn’t have real Timberlands. Her grandfather and my widowed mom couldn’t afford anything other than Kmart work boots.

Our eyes met, and again I felt that old connection spark back to life. I saw my chance.

And watched as it slipped away.

“Where are you thinking of getting this cat?” she asked. “It’s kind of hard to draw without a reference or at least an idea of placement.”

Tattoos were more complicated than I’d thought.

“You know, I’m not sure.” I cleared my throat. “I’ve, uh, got to think about it a little more.”

“Take your time. Tattoos are forever . . .until I expand enough to get a laser for removal.” She winked. She slid the drawing into a folder marked with my name and, just like that, my hour was up.

We both stood at the same time. I traced her tattoos with my eyes, appreciating the gold line art flowers and geometric shapes that wound around her arms. Even back in high school, she stood out. Like me, she didn’t fit into a single clique. She had purple braids and a crystal stud in her nose, fake Timbs on her feet. I was in love.

“I’m glad you’re back. Stagwood’s gotten really stagnant, so your shop is refreshing,” I said.

“Thank you.”

“I’m gonna refresh Main Street, one block at a time,” I told her. “Starting with this one. Instead of a bunch of empty shops, it’s gonna be condos on top to draw in first-time home buyers.”

She crossed her arms, eyes narrowing in suspicion. “Condos?”

“I should’ve brought the concept art. They’ll fit in nicely,” I promised. “I’ve already got all the other shop owners on the block on board. You’re the last one I’m pitching to.”

“Pitching what?”

I leaned against a cabinet. “Sell me your building. The town, I mean. I’ll get you market value and you’ll be set. You can—”

She held up a hand. “Sell you my building?” She laughed. “You’re kidding, right? Where are Poppy, Kinsley, Sabella, and I all supposed to go?”

“Anywhere you want. Once you sell, you can afford to move into the Stagwood Heights neighborhood. It’s right on the lake. It’s beautiful.”

“I don’t care if it’s an actual palace, David,” she said. “There is no way we’re leaving. This building is more than just some dusty old shop to us. It’s our heart.”

I blinked. “So . . . you’re saying no?”

“I’m saying hell no.”

I replayed the last hour in my mind, analyzing where I went wrong. It didn’t make sense. All the other shop owners said yes as soon as I told them how much they stood to make.

That was where I’d dropped the ball. I hadn’t given her actual numbers. She’d thrown me off my game with her pretty smile and those biker shorts on that ass.

“Did I mention your building will sell for two hundred thousand? Cash—a nice down payment,” I said.

But she shook her head at me. “Nope. Never happening.” She lifted her eyebrows at me, as if expecting a rebuttal.

I had nothing.

I’d only counted on winning. It was a rookie mistake—one I wouldn’t make again.

I’d figure out a way to convince her. Maybe she just needed to see the official numbers on paper, in black and white. Who said no to $200,000 cash?

“David?” she called as I neared the lobby.

I turned around, the tightness in my chest loosening into the familiar warm sensation that always took over when I looked into her eyes. “Yeah?”

“It was nice seeing you,” she said softly.

An hour earlier, I would’ve been putty in her hands at hearing her say that. She’d effectively just thrown an L-shaped wrench into my winning streak. I’d been so close to saving our town, bringing us from an outdated lakeside summer tourist attraction to a modern year-round home to artists. I wished she could see what I saw: artisan studios and store-fronts where the creatives lived upstairs. It’d bring new blood to town and save us thousands in costly maintenance of crumbling “historic” buildings.

“You’ll see me again,” I said. “I don’t give up that easily.”

The stubborn tilt of her chin told me neither did she.


Everything Goldie touches turns to gold, so when the building that’s been in her family for generations is in trouble, her family calls on her to help save it. Moving back to her hometown and back in with her family comes with definite perks—like no more rent—and emotional baggage in the form of Goldie’s high school crush turned hottie David. When she sees him again, all those old feelings come rushing back—and are quickly dampened when she finds out he wants to tear down her building to build a “better” Main Street.

For as long as David can remember, Stagwood Falls has been a small-town summer vacation hotspot. It’s the kind of town that will charm the socks off of anyone who decides to drive through no matter the season, and it’s his job to make sure Stagwood Falls stands out on the map all year around. All he needs to do is convince the townspeople to get on board, even if it means making some sacrifices. When Goldie returns to Stagwood Falls, David is immediately drawn to her just as he was back in high school. This time around, he’ll do whatever it takes to get her attention. What David doesn’t expect is for Goldie to be so opposed to his new revitalization strategy that she’s hellbent on throwing a massive wrench in his plan.

A Touch of Gold
Stagwood Falls: Love in Ink Series

Book 1
Kobo Originals


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A Touch of Gold, Chapter 1

Chapter 1: Caterpillars
Goldie

Caterpillar eyebrows. They were all I could think about as I set up my tattoo station. The eyebrows in question belonged to David, the guy I crushed on through all four years of high school, and he had no idea. Thank goodness, because that would be embarrassing. I hadn’t seen him since I left everything I knew to create the life I dreamed of. A decade later, I was right back where I started, in Stagwood Falls, the town I grew up in.

Grew up, left, came back—David took that same path. I might’ve been long over my crush, but I was curious. Had he grown into those caterpillars, and did he have the same melty chocolate eyes that used to give me butterflies? Those were my burning questions, but what I was really dying to know was what he wanted me to tattoo on him.

We had an appointment any minute.

I left the shop for our apartment in the back, joining my sister Kinsley and our grandfather in the kitchen. She chewed a piece of honey wheat toast with Nutella, some of which was smeared across her deep brown skin.

“You got a little something.” I tapped my own face.

“Don’t judge me,” she said, dabbing it off with a napkin. “I haven’t been able to stop eating this stuff since I got laid off.”

“Girl, I get it. Chocolate makes everything better,” I said with a gentle smile. “Any luck renting a chair at Faith’s salon?”

She shook her head. “She’s full, but she said she’ll call me first if she loses anyone.” She shrugged. “I still can’t believe Paola’s closed. I’ve worked there since I was sixteen, but what can ya do?”

I gave her shoulder a squeeze. “We’re all right. We’re all caught up on taxes now, so you’ve got plenty of time to find a chair somewhere.”

“For now,” she agreed with a sigh. “I was on Poppy to close the music shop for the longest time, swearing up and down I could handle the taxes on our building. I feel like I let him down. I feel like I let you down.”

“Never,” I assured her. “You held it down here while I was running around New Haven, chasing my dream. It’s your turn now. There’s no rush. I’ll keep us in ramen,” I joked.

Poppy lowered his newspaper with a momentous crinkle. I’d almost forgotten he was sitting at the kitchen table with us. “I will not eat that stuff,” he proclaimed. “It’s basically Styrofoam.”

My grandfather, who’d raised us after our parents died, was the most stubborn person I knew. He was also my favorite person in the whole wide world.

“The dollar stuff in the store, sure. Come out to the city with me sometime for a real bowl of ramen, you’ll be singing a different tune.”

“I still can’t believe you actually lived in New Haven,” Kinsley said. “Shootings on the news every day.” She shuddered. “No offense to Sabella, but I could never do it. Give me sleepy little Stagwood Falls any day.”

“The city does have a lot of crime,” I agreed, “but the gossip mill here, whew! You could dance naked in the street in New Haven and no one would even look at you. People mind their business.”

“True. I was at Faith’s the other day,” Kinsley said, patting her fresh braids, “and the way people were talking about your tattoo shop, you would’ve thought you’re over here giving little kids tattoos.”

I chuckled. “Nah, mostly it’s the heathens from New Haven county. Which we should all be grateful for because they keep me in business, our taxes paid, and these potholes filled. What’s the deal with that, anyway? Seems like the roads here are worse than ever.”

“Budget issues,” Poppy said. “We just had a big ol’ debate at the last town meeting about whether to fill those holes or replace the broken slide at the elementary school. Guess which won?”

“I’ll give you a hint,” Kinsley said. “It’s neither. Matthews and David Mosconi have a special renovation project.”

I sipped my coffee. “Why you gotta say his name like that? I remember him. And those caterpillar eyebrows.”

“Do you remember how much you used to crush on him?” She giggled. “It was always David this, David that. Grannie and I had money on when you two would get together.”

“It wasn’t like that. We were just friends.”

She scoffed. “Friends who went to concerts together. You even asked him to prom.”

“Don’t remind me,” I groaned. He’d turned me down. I changed the subject. “Poppy, did you change the music again?” I already knew the answer. I’d turned on a Foo Fighters mix before I went up front, but an old doowop song played through the speakers. “I know this is your building,” I said, “but you said the shop was mine.”

Kinsley looked from me to Poppy, an amused smile on her lips.

“This is the kitchen,” he said without looking up from his newspaper.

He was eighty-three, and he’d spent the length of my thirty-four years playing country, doowop, and soul with a band. He thought my music was just a bunch of noise, and I thought his music was old.

Thankfully my best friend and business partner thundered down the stairs before my grandfather and I could get into our clashing tastes in music.

“Ready,” Sabella announced, wincing as she spotted Poppy. “Sorry for the noise.” She bent to tighten the strap of her boot.

He waved a hand at her. “If you think that’s noise, you should’ve been around when they dug the lake.”

Kinsley and I glanced at each other, sharing a smile. We both knew that story by heart.

“When they dug the lake?” Sabella asked. “You mean Stagwood Lake isn’t natural?”

“Oh, no,” he said, putting down his paper and facing his rapt audience. Discreetly, I glanced at the time. “They dug it when I was a boy. They paid me one dollar for every body I moved.”

“One dollar for every . . .body?” Sabella repeated.

Poppy nodded. “Oh yeah. They flooded it out.”

“They killed people?” She gaped at him.

We’d been in town for barely three weeks, and Poppy hadn’t wasted any time in catching Sabella up on old family stories. I loved how Poppy immediately treated her the same way he did Kinsley and me. When Sabella moved to town with me, only Kinsley had met her in person, but she fit right into our little family.

“Time to go to work.” I grabbed my Thermos and looped my arm through one of hers, tugging her to the front of the building where my tattoo shop waited.

“Mean boss,” Sabella teased. “I wanna hear the rest of the story.”

“I could tell it to you from memory.” I unlocked the front door, flipped the sign to open, and went into the room I’d converted into my station to set up.

In the front room that served as our lobby, Sabella tapped the iPad, bringing up the app that tracked our appointments. “What are you doing for your ten o’clock?”

I looked up from the inks I was squirting into tiny caps. “David? I’m not sure. I think it’s just a consult. I think you might’ve scheduled him.”

I wondered what he sounded like. I remembered his voice as less of a sound and more of a feeling, sweet and warm.

“I think,” she said, “that was the guy who didn’t sound too sure, himself. First he said maybe a tattoo for his mom.”

“His mom? She’s still alive, as far as I know.” I hoped so. Both of us lost more in high school than any kid ever should.

“Well, you’ve got a pretty open day,” she said, “so you’ve got plenty of time.”

I was gonna need something a lot stronger than coffee.

I hadn’t seen him in a good decade. I’d deactivated my Facebook ages ago, so I probably couldn’t even pick him out of a lineup. From what Poppy said, he’d taken a position as the new city planner. I had to Google what that meant. Basically, he was the one to talk to if our little town was ever going to get a Starbucks.

A girl needed some Pink Drink now and then, even if it was straight sugar.

Right on cue, the bells attached to the front door cheerily announced his arrival.

I hurried out to meet him in the front room before Sabella could get to him, skidding to a halt when I saw him.

The short kid I’d crushed on for his personality and love of the Foo Fighters was gone. In his place stood a tall man with melted chocolate eyes. The only thing that hadn’t changed were those caterpillar eyebrows.

“Hey, Goldie.” He stood tall in his tailored suit, his eyes appreciatively taking in the shop until they settled on me. “The place looks great. So do you.” I watched his full lips, mesmerized by the way they hugged every word. Kind of like how his suit clung to muscles that definitely hadn’t been there when we graduated.

I rocked back on my heels, feeling hot under his gaze. No way could I keep it professional, not with the way he shrugged out of his suit jacket and rolled up his sleeves, exposing long arms full of muscle and a completely blank canvas.

“Thank you,” I stammered a full minute later.

“Smooth,” Sabella commented from her spot at the front desk, low enough that only I could hear. I hoped.

David smiled at me, his lips parting to expose straight white teeth, all while never breaking eye contact.

I felt practically naked, standing there in my black crop top and biker shorts. Clearing my throat, I switched to professional mode. I needed to get through his appointment without staring at him like a piece of meat. I knew most men changed drastically between high school and adulthood, but damn, what a glow up. He’d gone from cute in a kinda goofy way to full-on GQ hottie.

I hoped his personality had flourished in the same way.

“So hi,” he said again, this time holding his arms open.

I stepped into him, meaning to keep the hug quick. The second his arms closed around me, though, my body melted into his.

“How’ve you been?” he asked, his voice a gentle murmur in my ear. “You look incredible.”

“You smell incredible,” I blurted, his cologne still in my nostrils even as I stepped back. “What’re you wearing?”

“I showered,” he said with a shrug. “This place is beautiful.” He did a loop around the lobby, admiring the walls I’d painted a lush forest green, the gold skulls on the shelves popping nicely against it. Even the sofa I’d thrifted in the city had gold hardware. “You built this.” His eyes shimmered with pride.

I waved him off, but beamed with pride. It’d taken literal sweat, blood, and tears, with a dash of tattoo ink. There were days I’d felt so overwhelmed, I didn’t want to get out of bed, but standing in that lobby, I was glad I’d shoved myself out of my comfort zone time and time again.

“How about you? Mr. City Planner.” I gave him a gentle shove. “I had to Google that. You gonna get me a Starbucks here, or at least a Target?”

He chuckled. “You know how slowly the wheel turns here.”

“And how. Your boy Matthews made me jump through hoops to get this place approved. Do you know he made me write an essay? An essay!” I laughed, but I was still annoyed, weeks and weeks later.

“An essay? About what?”

“About how this heathenous tattoo shop is going to bring in tourism. I basically told him that all the New Haven people who come in here will like it so much, they’ll never want to leave.” I cackled. “I also reminded him that we’re paid up on our taxes now, and I have all the necessary licenses and permits. Gregory Allen Matthews the third. Can’t forget those Roman numerals. Can you believe that kid became our mayor? The one who insisted instead of having our prom at the Gardner barn, like every class since the dawn of time, we just had to have it at Forcella’s inn. Which is beautiful,” I conceded, “but—”

“No room for dancing,” we both said, laughing.

Sabella made a face. “No dancing? What kind of prom is that?”

“The kind that haunts Matthews wherever he goes,” I said. “What’s he like as mayor? As your boss?” I asked David.

“He’s all right,” he evaded.

“Just all right? No tea to spill for your girl, huh? Well, in due time,” I teased. “So what’re we doing today?” I motioned for him to follow me back. I might’ve been imagining it, but I swore I felt his eyes on my ass.

“I was thinking I’d get a memorial portrait of my dad,” he said as we settled into my station.

I nodded, my heart squeezing for him. I’d lost my parents and he’d lost his dad right around the same time. Two sides of the same coin—my parents were killed by a drunk driver, and his dad died from a bad liver.

I hated to tell him I wasn’t a portrait artist. Nailing someone’s likeness was its own niche, one I’d never mastered. “That would be lovely. It’s more Sabella’s vein, though, so let me grab her real quick.”

“I’ll just get something else,” he said quickly. He rubbed at his chiseled chin, his fingers scraping over stubble. When I’d left Stagwood Falls, he’d barely had facial hair.

I swallowed.

“Maybe I’ll get a cat,” David said.

“From the shelter?”

“No, a tattoo. Can you do a cat?”

“That I can do,” I said. “Do you want one like your dad’s? Whatever happened to that little guy, anyway?” I turned to my desk with its lightboard, already grabbing a pencil.

“He lived to fifteen. Can you believe that? It really does look great in here,” David said. “I remember taking guitar lessons in this room, I think.”

“Good memory. I always thought this room had the best natural light and was kind of wasted as a studio.” Like the lobby, I’d decorated it in deep green and gold. Just a few weeks earlier, it’d still rocked the dark red paint of my grandfather’s guitar shop.

Touch of Gold was just another incarnation of the little shop and apartment that had been in my family for generations.

I was about to ask him if he had a picture of his dad’s cat on him when he stood from his seat, pacing the room.

“I’m sure you’ve heard, I’m the city planner now,” he said.

“That’s cool. Not gonna lie, I’m still not really sure what that is,” I admitted.

“Most of the time, it’s glorified babysitting. I don’t usually get to plan much, but now Mayor Matthews and I are working on a big project,” he said.

“Kinsley mentioned something about it.” I set down my pencil. “What are y’all doing?”

“Yeah, so, basically tourism is our town’s main income, but it’s only seasonal, right? So it’s always a struggle.”

I nodded. So far, the only clients I had were the ones willing to make the hour drive from my old spot in the city. They were enough to keep us afloat, and not much else. I knew it’d take some time to rebuild my clientele, especially in a small lake town that was already gasping for air. The people here didn’t exactly have the kind of disposable income it took to get a tattoo, and there weren’t a whole lot of young people, either.

“My plan is to bring some new blood into the town,” David said.

“That sounds like music to my ears,” I said. “Half the block is empty. That little record store we used to hang out at is closed.” I shook my head.

“Phoenix Records,” he said mournfully. “That guy had the best recommendations. Spotify ain’t got nothing on him.”

“Hey, maybe you should get a Foo Fighters tattoo. Like mine.” I tugged up the hem of my biker shorts to show him the double Fs I got the second I turned eighteen.

“Nice,” he purred, his eyes trailing up my thigh.

“This is the first tattoo I ever did.”

“You did that on yourself?” He whistled.

“Hurt like a bitch, and looked even worse. Thankfully, I got better and cleaned it up. I could give you a matching one, here,” I said, touching his forearm.

He looked down at where my fingers brushed his skin, then directly at me. He towered at least a foot above me, but in that moment we were eye to eye. Combined with the heat that flared where we touched, and I knew I hadn’t imagined his eyes on my ass.

“I’m real sorry I didn’t take you to prom,” he murmured, his gaze hazy.

“Why didn’t you? We’d be married with like, three kids by now,” I joked.

“Probably more like five,” he said, and with the heated way he watched his words hit me, it didn’t feel like a joke at all.

I licked my lips. This was the part where he asked me out, or at least slid into my DMs. I hadn’t planned on getting into anything with anyone in town. My family and the shop were my priorities. But he caught my hand in his, and every atom in me hopped around the way I danced at a Foo Fighters concert.

There was only one thing standing in my way.

“You’re not, like, married or anything, right?” I said it with a laugh, but inside I was dying.

“Currently single,” he said.

I squeezed his hand. “Not for long.”


Everything Goldie touches turns to gold, so when the building that’s been in her family for generations is in trouble, her family calls on her to help save it. Moving back to her hometown and back in with her family comes with definite perks—like no more rent—and emotional baggage in the form of Goldie’s high school crush turned hottie David. When she sees him again, all those old feelings come rushing back—and are quickly dampened when she finds out he wants to tear down her building to build a “better” Main Street.

For as long as David can remember, Stagwood Falls has been a small-town summer vacation hotspot. It’s the kind of town that will charm the socks off of anyone who decides to drive through no matter the season, and it’s his job to make sure Stagwood Falls stands out on the map all year around. All he needs to do is convince the townspeople to get on board, even if it means making some sacrifices. When Goldie returns to Stagwood Falls, David is immediately drawn to her just as he was back in high school. This time around, he’ll do whatever it takes to get her attention. What David doesn’t expect is for Goldie to be so opposed to his new revitalization strategy that she’s hellbent on throwing a massive wrench in his plan.

A Touch of Gold
Stagwood Falls: Love in Ink Series

Book 1
Kobo Originals


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A TOUCH OF GOLD Cover Reveal

I’m so excited to show you the cover for A Touch of Gold! A few months ago, I signed a four-book deal with Kobo Originals. The team at Kobo is passionate about books, and working with them has been a dream come true. I know that’s cliche, but truly—it’s been everything I hoped it’d be, and more. I’m now able to focus more on writing (and healing, but that’s another blog post), and I already see so much growth in my craft!

I’m the type of writer who is never short on ideas, just energy, so having the team at Kobo handle all the details while I do my thing… utterly glorious. They cooked up this cover with Ukrainian designers MIBLART, incorporating flowers with illustration, and using the colors from Goldie’s tattoo shop in the book! I love the way the gold lettering pops against the rich purples and greens. Check it out!

A Touch of Gold
Stagwood Falls: Love In Ink Series, Book 1

Everything Goldie touches turns to gold, so when the building that’s been in her family for generations is in trouble, her family calls on her to help save it. Moving back to her hometown and back in with her family comes with definite perks—like no more rent—and emotional baggage in the form of Goldie’s high school crush turned hottie David. When she sees him again, all those old feelings come rushing back—and are quickly dampened when she finds out he wants to tear down her building to build a “better” Main Street.

For as long as David can remember, Stagwood Falls has been a small-town summer vacation hotspot. It’s the kind of town that will charm the socks off of anyone who decides to drive through no matter the season, and it’s his job to make sure Stagwood Falls stands out on the map all year around. All he needs to do is convince the townspeople to get on board, even if it means making some sacrifices. When Goldie returns to Stagwood Falls, David is immediately drawn to her just as he was back in high school. This time around, he’ll do whatever it takes to get her attention. What David doesn’t expect is for Goldie to be so opposed to his new revitalization strategy that she’s hellbent on throwing a massive wrench in his plan.

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