Arsonist’s Lullaby, Chapter 1

No way this is legal. It’s my first thought as I pull up to the thrift shop where I’m allegedly buying a used stroller. I torched my relationship with my controlling baby daddy, and I’ll do anything for this baby—even arson for the mafia.

Lucy

There’s no way this is legal. It’s my first thought as I pull up to where I’m supposed to pick up a refurbished stroller and car seat system. By all accounts, the shop is empty. Dark windows stained with dust face the street, and I’m the only car parallel parked out front. I knew it seemed odd that a children’s thrift shop would be in Woodbury, of all places—a town where there are more antique and health food stores than people. People have money around here and just buy their travel systems new on Prime. Plus I’m pretty sure car seat regulations don’t even allow for “refurbishing,” or whatever it is this shop does. But I’m desperate.

I did it to myself. I could be one of those suburban moms with the latest, most expensive baby gadgets if I hadn’t broken up with my baby daddy when he proposed. I’m certifiably insane for even thinking of leaving a man who throws money at every problem with barely a thought. The thing is, I think he saw me as a problem, or he would eventually if I married him. I didn’t want to be his trailer park teacher turned housewife, even it came with a perfect white SUV to drive around our perfect five kids. I didn’t want to be a mom. I became a teacher to give kids like me a safe space from their monsters, to keep kids like my cousin Cliff out of prison. When Benjamin proposed, I knew if I said yes, next he’d ask me to have a baby, and soon after that, quit my job. He’d tell me what to wear, which PTA moms to befriend, and how to spend my “allowance.” Worst of all, I’d be bored.

So of course, when I said no, a few weeks later, a pregnancy test said yes.

I didn’t want my baby to grow up in a family like mine, full of abusers and enablers. I barely made it out of childhood, and poverty was the least of my traumas. I didn’t want her to grow up under Benjamin’s thumb, either.

I needed that travel system because it converted from a car seat to a stroller and was lightweight and foolproof enough that I could do it all myself. That overpriced brand was actually a beacon of freedom, a way to raise a baby I hadn’t planned in the environment of my choice: mine.

The place is probably closed, anyway. All I have to do is try the door, admit defeat, and get back in my car. Easy. Then I can go back to doomscrolling through more fake secondhand baby paraphernalia in the comfort of AC. Pregnancy’s got me sweating in places I never knew I could sweat, and doesn’t play well with the late summer heatwave we’re in. But when I turn the knob and push the door, it opens with a long, dusty creak.

The shop is even emptier than it looked from the street. A single brand new travel system sits in the middle of the small store, still unopened. Part of me is relieved. It fell off a truck, much like most of the things from my childhood: chicken cutlets, satellite cable, my adopted sister Olivia. At least I know it’ll be safe for my baby.

“Hello?” I run a finger over the box and leave a trail in the dust. The factory seal is unbroken, the box isn’t even dented. I came with exactly enough cash, so this should be quick. I won’t even have to tell my sister or cousin how I got something so expensive. I’ll wrap it and pretend someone from work bought it for my shower—a Sip and See my sister started organizing late because I waited until the eleventh hour to tell them I’m pregnant. We had enough going on without me adding any more of my problems.

I know my fears are unfounded. Olivia and Cliff are my people, the only people I need, really. Besides, they were busy keeping their own secret: banging each other. They think I don’t know, like I didn’t figure it out the night they left me at a dive bar for over an hour to “get cigarettes.” Olivia came back with that look in her eye, the addict floating from her fix. Cliff just looked guilty.

Cliff and I are cousins, but Olivia isn’t biologically related to us at all, so it’s fine. It’ll burn out just like every other boy toy Olivia has brought home, leaving my cousin—who’s a big ol’ softie hidden that tall, dark, and scary disguise—lovesick. I’m not looking forward to the fallout. Cliff’s touch her and die vibes have always gotten him into trouble. The last time he tried saving someone hopeless, he went to prison.

I thought it was the end of it this summer. I was even a little bummed when they split. They make a cute couple and when they’re ignoring that they both want very different things, they’re good together. When they’re on the outs, everything in their vicinity is at risk. But I can’t get distracted making sure Olivia doesn’t kill Cliff, not when the baby inside me is growing faster than I imagined.

“Hello!” I call again, this time louder, more insistent. Everyone has always referred to me as “fiery,” and it’s not just because of my curly red hair. Growing up the way I did, I learned quick that monsters tend to leave crazy be. It’s vulnerable and meek that they target.

Maybe if I’d learned a little sooner, Cliff wouldn’t have gone to prison.

“Yeah, yeah.” A man covered in tattoos strolls out of the back, a cigarette clamped between his teeth. He rakes dirty blond hair streaked with silver and red back from his face.

I look pointedly at the box, down at the small and heavy watermelon I’m hauling around, and back to him.

He drops the butt onto the floor and grinds it out with a steel-toed boot, staring at me with pale blues. He rubs his beard, those eyes searing into me.

My pulse quickens and a fluttering flickers low inside me, and it’s not fear. It’s hormones. I’ve officially reached the horny stage of pregnancy, and it’s insatiable. Doesn’t matter which toy I use or which hand. The second I come, my body demands more, now, again. I’m worse than a teenage boy.

The man taps the box, drawing my attention. “Need help getting this loaded?”

I venture closer, telling myself it’s so I can pass him the money. There’s no cash register, so I guess we’re doing this like a drug deal. But closer is immediately too close, my pupils dilating and my heart racing as I inhale him. He smells like smoke and leather and ash, but there’s something sweet in there, too, sweet enough that I lean in and take a big whiff.

He steps back. “Are… are you smelling me?”

“No,” I sputter. “Just checking to make sure the box doesn’t smell like weed.”

“You won’t draw any attention,” he says, lifting the box and striding toward the door. “False bottom, the package is inside. You’re just gonna drive to the drop. I’ll tail you a few cars behind. Ready to roll?”

He frowns at the door and at me, and I realize I’m supposed to open it for him.

“Drop? Tail?” I repeat, hurrying after him.

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How age verification laws censor authors (and how to fight back)

Age verification laws have been spreading like wildfire, and now that Bluesky is requiring all U.K. users to verify their identity and the U.S. Supreme Court upheld a Texas law blocking minors from viewing porn, authors need to prepare.

Here in the States where I live, we are under a christofascist administration. Evil people have been passing laws targeting immigrants and transgender people, and if you’ve read Project 2025, you know what’s coming next. I believe this administration and other fascist lawmakers are using age verification and children’s safety to push their agenda. Don’t get me wrong—as an auntie of nine, of course I want kids to be safe online! But let’s leave that up to their parents to monitor, rather than instilling sweeping legislation that strips adults of privacy and access to information, and violates authors’ freedom of speech.

Age verification violates internet users’ privacy. If you use anonymous social media accounts to protect yourself from an abuser or simply because you want to talk about romance without your co-workers discovering your guilty pleasure, age verification will make it impossible to remain so. It can also be used to target authors, especially those writing romance, erotica, or LGBTQ+ characters. Fascists love labeling anything they don’t like as porn.

These laws are already effecting authors. If you live in the U.K. and use a pen name, you’ll have to provide photo ID, scan your face, or upload a pic of your bank card to continue using Bluesky starting July 25th. That’s only two weeks away.

There are a few things you can do.

I know I’ve been beating on this drum forever, but seriously, if you’re an author, you need your own website and email list. When you own your platform, it can’t be damaged by social media algorithms changing or new laws passing. Too many of us got dicknotized by Facebook/Instagram/Meta and the like; it’s time to take back control. Make sure you have a way of contacting your readers no matter what.

It’s only a matter of time before platforms like WordPress.com and SubStack require age verification, so if you post chapters or excerpts of your spicy romance on these platforms, you could be fined millions of dollars. From the Verge article I linked above:

The UK passed the Online Safety Act in 2023, which privacy advocates have warned will “lead to a much more censored, locked-down internet for British users.” Another part of the law is coming into force on July 25th, requiring sites and apps containing porn and harmful content to provide “highly effective age assurance.” Platforms that don’t comply with the new rules will face fines of up to £18 million ($24 million) or 10 percent of their worldwide revenue, whichever is higher.

These laws, as written, are insane. Who decides which content is “harmful”? And why are lawmakers hiding behind the very same children they won’t pass gun control laws to protect? I digress, but what the actual fuck?

I’ve been posting excerpts, chapters, and whole texts from my romance books for years. Right now I have this content on my website freely available to everyone, some locked to my email subscribers, and some locked to paid members. Under these laws, authors won’t be able to post such content on our own websites or social media without some sort of “highly effective age assurance” if someone deems it “harmful.”

I’ve long been against self-censorship on social media to bypass bots flagging and people pettily reporting posts. I believe that in this political climate, with a convicted rapist in the White House, it’s obscene to soften the word rape to “grape.” Rape is real. It happens to 1 in 3 real people, probably more. It happens to children. It happened to me. It should be shocking to hear. And from an artist’s perspective, it’s fucking silly to use symbols or emoji to write words like sex or cock. Yet everyone just rolled over and complied, adopting ridiculous terms like unalived instead of killed (another word that’s supposed to be shocking).

An age verification bill just passed in Ohio, despite criticism from the ACLU that the way it’s written is vague and could be weaponized. The “blue” state I live in, Connecticut, is considering passing a similar law. We all need to be pushing back on these laws. Call and write your senators and representatives, submit comments on bills being written, attend town halls. We cannot rollover.

You can choose to not verify your identity, but unfortunately this results in a restricted account. Bluesky won’t allow unverified users to send or receive DMs, or view content that is “adult appropriate.” Considering Bluesky flags stock photos as porn because a woman is showing her *gasp* stomach, and doesn’t answer DMs or appeal requests, I don’t have much faith.

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It’s only a matter of time before the other social media apps follow suit. Instagram has long been working on tools for age verification. I believe our best bet is sticking together and fighting these laws, while amending our own business plans and practices in preparation for a more restricted internet. Prepare for the worst, hope for the best, and fight like hell to protect privacy and information.

Do you think you will be affected by age verification laws? Let me know your thoughts in the comments, or send me an email! I’d love to hear what you make of all this.


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“I Have to Tell You Something” | River Reapers MC Summer Miniseries: Part 6

“I have to tell you something, something you can never, ever repeat, because the whole club and everyone else we love would be at risk. It’s just—” She blinks away tears. “I can’t hold this secret, not on my own. I promised, but I just can’t.”

author’s note

You’re reading the latest episode in summer 2024’s River Reapers MC miniseries. If you’re already caught up on all six episodes, stay tuned.

If you’re just coming in now, you don’t need to read the books to follow along, but you do need to catch up on Parts 1-5!

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Cliff

Something is wrong. I can tell by the way Olivia shrinks into Lucy’s condo, making herself smaller with each step inside. She closes the front door and leans against it, rose red lips sighing softly. I don’t want to push her but I don’t want to leave her lonely in whatever she’s going through. I don’t want to scare her, either—last time I startled her in Lucy’s living room, she went all MMA on me. Which was hot, not gonna lie. I love that my girl can take care of herself.

Sometimes I just wish she’d let me take care of her, though.

So I stand real slow and say, real soft, “Hey.”

She walks into my open arms, resting her head and its soft curls against my hard chest. In prison, there wasn’t much else to do other than workout and read, so I went in scrawny and walked out stacked, with a lot of interesting but ultimately useless knowledge.

They don’t exactly want people to better themselves, not really.

“Something happened,” I say more than ask.

She nods, the slightest movement that I wouldn’t have caught if her head wasn’t right on my chest. My heart slams against my sternum and I know she can hear it. All I can do is pray to a god I don’t even believe in that the something that happened isn’t the something I fear most.

There are now three women in my life that I love more than anything: the fiery redhead who I still think of as my baby cousin, her green-eyed daughter who is no longer a baby but will always be Baby, then there’s Olivia, my baby, the love of my life, the one I want to build a future with. If anything happened to any of them, I’d rip the earth apart with my bare hands until I’ve beaten everyone responsible back to dust.

Olivia pulls away from me but slips her hand into mine, leading me back to the couch. “I have to tell you something, something you can never, ever repeat, because the whole club and everyone else we love would be at risk. It’s just—” She blinks away tears. “I can’t hold this secret, not on my own. I promised Ravage, but I just can’t.”

A growl rises in my throat. I’m sick to death of Ravage and his secrets. So much so that I’m wondering if maybe it’s time for a change in leadership. Because we can’t all keep fumbling in the dark, not if we’re going to survive. Not while he keeps all the club’s secrets, only telling the rest of us when he deems it necessary. Someone’s going to get killed that way.

Maybe even one of the women I love most.

But I swallow my rage and say to Olivia, “Tell me.”


“The club makes its money three ways: flesh, drugs, and guns. Ravage, Mercy, and your father Bastard wanted to do better than other MCs. Instead of helping sell women and children into sexual slavery, they founded The Wet Mermaid, where women of age could voluntarily dance for a living. We work with Shannon’s Haven, offering jobs to survivors of sexual and physical abuse in not just dancing, but also bartending, waitressing, and management. We essentially give survivors a way to reclaim their power. I’m proud of that. I’m proud to be a part of it.

“We also sell drugs, literally under the bar counter. I’m… I’m not so proud of that. My foster parents—Lucy’s parents, your aunt and uncle—are big cokeheads, and they get their coke through us. Not me—they don’t ever come in here when I’m working. But they’ve always been a part of this club, all while pretending to look down their noses at it.

“I’ve sold coke, pills, and weed at that bar, while pouring drinks. I’m not proud of that, not at all, and if I was President or even VP of this MC, I’d change that in a heartbeat.

“But it’s not so simple.

“Because we also deal in guns. Every single one of us has a piece. Even you, Cliff. The serial numbers have been filed off, making it obvious they weren’t acquired legally. The Wet Mermaid not only serves as our clubhouse and a licensed strip club, but also as a front for laundering that drug and gun money. And today I learned where those drugs and guns really come from.

“Just like I learned what happened to Tommie’s mother.

“Ravage was dating her—well, I say ‘dating’ loosely. Shannon had kicked him out because he was fucking this other woman: Tommie’s mother. She was one of the club hangarounds. She really liked her coke, Ravage says.

“So my first thought, when we were sitting in his office and he told me all this, was that maybe she died of an overdose. Maybe she accidentally OD’d and he panicked and dumped her body. But that… that’s just not Ravage. I know he’s a killer. I know what he’s capable of. I know he can be colder than ice. But he’s not that cold. Not at all.

“No, what really happened is so much worse, Cliff. So much worse.

“Because we’re in bed with the mafia. The Violante family, specifically. And Tommie’s mother saw something she wasn’t supposed to, all because Ravage couldn’t keep his dick in his pants. So they got rid of her. They got rid of her, Cliff, and then Ravage and everyone else pretended they’d never even heard of little Tommie’s mother.

“Tommie went into the foster care system,” Olivia says with a sob. “She went to horrible people in horrible homes who did horrible things to her, and she never ever knew what really happened to her mother. But I know. Ravage knows. And now you know, too.

“And we can never, ever tell her, because the Violantes will make us all disappear. Us, and Lucy, and even innocent little Bunny. Tommie, too. All because Ravage couldn’t keep his dick to himself.

“And now I’m not proud at all,” she finishes with tears flowing down both sides of her face, and my heart breaks, the cracks filling in with rage, burning through me until all I can see is red.

To be continued…


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Part 5: “I Think We’re Alone Now” | River Reapers MC Summer Miniseries

Our motorcycles are the only two in the otherwise empty parking lot. He could kill me out here and nobody would know. I touch the gun in its holster under my jacket, check the knife sheathed in my boot.

I’m as prepared as I can get.


Author’s Note

You asked for more Olivia and Cliff, very very nicely, so here it is! This miniseries runs for 12 weeks (and you don’t need to have read the books to follow along). So grab a snack and drink, kick back, and enjoy.

Catch Up: Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4


Part 5: “I Think We’re Alone Now”

Olivia

My day drags, even though I spend most of it organizing the club’s big barbecue. I have our treasurer Mark Venmo me funds so I can book catering and entertainment, then my latest social work case walks into my office.

It’s another missing mother.

“I don’t have any updates, sorry,” I tell my client. What I don’t tell him is how his case made the dark shadows under my eyes even darker. There isn’t a concealer or any amount of sleep that could erase the stain it’s left on my soul.

In response, he shrinks into his hoodie, pulling the hood up over pastel pink hair.

“Bryce,” I say gently.

He lifts his head, blue eyes underlined with red.

“I promised you we’d get answers, and we will.” Even as I say it, it feels flimsy. Fake. I’m waiting for a text from Pru to confirm her band can play the barbecue, while my foster son sits across from me with swollen, haunted eyes.

The door swings open and Esther’s little sister Cierra slips into my office. She fits into the same chair as Bryce, their bodies entwining to make it work. Her small hand disappears into his. With her doe eyes and his baby blues watching me, I struggle not to fidget in my seat. Their gazes aren’t accusing but they aren’t exactly brimming with faith, either.

I’ve let them both down.

I’ve let down my whole club.

I turn, pressing keys on my computer like it’ll rewrite the script. When I look back at the chairs, both teens are gone.

I’m almost relieved.

The clock strikes five and there’s nothing else to do but face Ravage. Since I rode into work today, I ride over to The Wet Mermaid.

Even though I’ve known Ravage my whole life, I hesitate outside. Our bikes are the only two in the otherwise empty parking lot. He could kill me out here and nobody would know. I touch the gun in its holster under my jacket, check the knife sheathed in my boot.

I’m as prepared as I can get.

I find Ravage sitting at the bar, an expensive-sounding bottle of a liquor brand I’ve never heard of in front of him, with two shot glasses. He holds one up to the dim light, as if inspecting it for flies. The amber liquid sloshes in the glass.

“What are you drinking?” I ask, taking the stool beside him.

“What are we drinking,” he corrects, pouring me a few fingers. As the glass fills, I smell whiskey. He passes it to me, we clink, and drink in silence.

I wait.

“I remember when you were born,” he says finally. “You were the first club baby since Cliff, so all the guys were excited. Should’ve seen it. The maternity waiting room full of a bunch of bikers. Smelled like a distillery.” He chuckles. “We had to take turns in your mother’s room. To meet you,” he explains, pouring for both of us.

Again we tap glasses, again I wait.

“You were so small. Looked even littler nestled in all this leather. Even though you were Mercy’s, I knew from the moment I held you that I’d die for you.” His smile is warm contrast to the ice and grit of his voice.

I don’t know why I doubted him, this man who’s always had my back. Often when I didn’t even know it. He never asked for anything in return, never demanded thanks. Yet I couldn’t even give him the benefit of the doubt.

I bow my head in shame.

“I know you, Olivia,” he says in a low rasp. “I know you won’t let this go until you get answers. The question is, will you like what you hear?”

I lift my gaze to his, finding icy blue eyes appraising me. “Tell me.”

Lifting a finger, he pours another round. Clink, drink, slam, the sound echoing through the empty room.

“Where is everyone?” I ask. Even Cliff isn’t here yet, which is odd since we’re on similar schedules.

“I was Tommie’s mother’s boyfriend,” Ravage begins, and I forget how alone we are.

“Tell me. Tell me everything,” I say, and he does. When he finishes, I pour us both a shot.

I’ve never needed it more.

“You understand, now, why you need to let this go?” he asks, eyeing me.

I can’t even speak, so I nod.

I don’t know how I’ll face anyone after this, least of all myself.

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Part 4: “Wasn’t He Married?” | River Reapers MC Summer Miniseries

“Everyone cleared out like they were all guilty,” I told Lucy. “What else did Stixx say? He was there, too.” I don’t mean to sound accusing, but it’s just all so weird.


Author’s Note

You asked for more Olivia and Cliff, very very nicely, so here it is! This miniseries runs for 12 weeks (and you don’t need to have read the books to follow along). So grab a snack and drink, kick back, and enjoy.

Catch Up: Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3


Part 4: “Isn’t He Married?”

Olivia

I can’t believe it’s Ravage. I can’t believe he kicked everyone out and then just took off before anyone could say anything. I can’t believe they all just left. Cliff and I stand in the abandoned conference room, the scent of sex still in the air, droplets of his release drying on the old wooden table.

He gives me a cocky grin. “We should probably clean that up.”

I drag a finger through it, licking it with a smack of my lips. “All done.”

The stare he gives me is heated, sending a zing straight to where I’m already wet. That’s the thing about Cliff. I’m always ready for him.

“We should probably get going,” I say with a sigh. I don’t know where everyone else went, let alone Tommie. The whole day has this dreamlike, hazy quality to it, moments slipping through my fingers.

The doors swing open and Lucy strides in, my niece babbling away on her hip. Tiny Bunny with her chubby cheeks and twin devil horns—her hair is getting so long but isn’t quite long enough for actual ponytails. She reaches for Cliff and he scoops her up, Lucy laughing even as her daughter clings to a handful of her red hair.

“What brings you here?” I ask. She’s never been to The Wet Mermaid, aside from that time I threw her baby shower here. She gave me so much shit for that.

“I need you to watch her, Auntie.” She gives me hopeful big sister eyes, then looks back at her toddler. “I’ve got a date,” she says in a low voice.

Cliff and I exchange a look before I turn back to my adoptive sister.

“Of course,” I tell her. “When do you need me?”

“Tonight.” She bats lashes at me, and I laugh. “Pretty please.”

“You got it,” Cliff replies, and Lucy squeezes us both in a group hug that should be awkward but instead warms me to my toes. She kisses Bunny’s chubby cheek and skips off.

“I guess we’re on baby duty,” I say, Cliff’s eyes meeting mine. It hits us both at the same time. “We both ride. How are we gonna get her home?”


With the baby—who’s looking less and less like a baby every day, toddling around on more and more solid legs—fed and fast asleep for the night, I snuggle into Cliff’s arms on the couch, a movie playing in front of us on the flat screen. Except neither of us are watching.

Cliff’s hand skates back and forth on my belly, a comforting more than sexual motion, his arms wrapped tight around me. It’s my very own weighted blanket.

“Anything?” I ask, nodding to our phones on the coffee table.

“No,” he says into my hair—the answer I already knew.

When we walked onto the floor back at the clubhouse, the place was empty, stools up on the tables and bar, the place mopped and shut down for the night. The Mermaid never closed, not truly. When it wasn’t open for business, it served as our private venue for whatever we needed. I held Bunny close as we walked through, meeting our Uber in the employees-only parking lot out back. Only when we were safely locked in Lucy’s condo did I exhale.

Her key slides into the lock in the front door and Cliff’s hand stills. “Hey,” Lucy calls as she comes into the living room. “Ooh, OG Dune.” She perches on the arm of the couch.

“More like Snooze,” I say through a yawn.

“I’ll put some coffee on,” she says, “because I found out some shit.”

That perks me up.

“What shit?” I follow her into the kitchen, leaving Cliff lounging on the couch.

“You too,” she calls to him, and a moment later he joins us. She busies herself with the French press, keeping me on pins and needles until she turns to us, biting her lip. “Um. So, I have a confession to make.”

“We already know you’ve been banging Stixx, honey,” I tell her.

Cliff nearly spits out his coffee.

Her shocked green eyes bounce between us. “You knew?!”

“So what’d ya find out?” I press.

Recovering, she sinks into the chair next to me. “Well, Stixx says that it’s entirely possible that Ravage dated Tommie’s mom.”

“How would he know?” I ask.

“We’re almost the same age,” Cliff adds. “Stixx wasn’t even a member back then.”

Lucy waves a hand. “Right, but here’s the thing. Ravage and Shannon weren’t married back then, either.”

I’ve never had a stable family system, not until the River Reapers and Ravage and Shannon. Those two have always been a unit, so it’s a bit jarring to hear that my father figure wasn’t always faithful. I shake my head.

“I’m sorry, Livvie,” Lucy says, reaching for my hand. She knows how much I look up to them; her parents weren’t exactly the best role models, what with all their drugs and neglect.

“That’d be why he took off,” Cliff says with a pained sigh, one that scrapes up through his chest, escaping past his lips. “I just can’t see him killing a woman.”

“Everyone cleared out like they were all guilty,” I told Lucy. “What else did Stixx say? He was there, too.” I don’t mean to sound accusing, but it’s just all so weird. It was as if they’d never been there in the first place.

She shrugs. “We didn’t really talk about it much.”

“C’mon, Luce, really?” Cliff prods. “You were out all night…” His voice trails off as he gets it.

“Sorry, cousin.” My sister lifts her coffee mug in a salute. “I’ve got to shower and get ready for work.”

“Work?” I repeat, but when I glance out the window, I see the sky lightening, hear birds calling to each other softly as their day begins. “Wait, I need one, too.” But she’s already upstairs, and a second later the pipes clang. I cast a long look at Cliff.

“Don’t look at me.” He holds up his hands.

“You’re the one who wanted to watch that long-ass movie.”

The grin that spreads across his face is both mischievous and adorable, not at all remorseful. “I got to spend the whole night with you.” He pulls me into him, dipping me back for a kiss. When he lets me go all too soon, I pout. “I’ve got work, too, and so do you.” He smacks my ass lightly. “Better go kick Lucy out before she uses all the hot water.”

He’s not wrong, so I hurry upstairs, but even as I make light threats for custody of the shower, I’m dreading seeing Ravage later.

How will I look him in the eye, knowing he might’ve been the one to kill Tommie’s mother?

To be continued…

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“Take Me to Church” | River Reapers MC Miniseries: Part 3

Olivia’s hand slips into mine and pulls my palm to her, up under her shirt. “I just want to forget, for a bit,” she says.

There’s nothing else to say. I close my fingers around her breast, the softness of it light in my hand, giving it just the right pressure she likes. Her hands clasp my face, my beard brushing against her fingers. It’s getting long, longer than I’ve ever let it get. Not counting prison.


Author’s Note

You asked for more Olivia and Cliff, very very nicely, so here it is! This miniseries runs for 12 weeks (and you don’t need to have read the books to follow along). So grab a snack and drink, kick back, and enjoy.

‼️ This week’s episode is NSFW. Read at your own risk! ‼️

Catch Up: Part 1 | Part 2


Part 3: “Take Me to Church”

Cliff

Around the table, my brothers—the other members of the MC—stare blankly at Olivia.

“What’d you say her name was?” Beer Can asks, the crow’s feet at his eyes more pronounced as he squints at her.

Olivia’s lips part, then close. “I… She didn’t say.”

Skid scoffs. “You dragged us all out here for a woman whose name you didn’t even get? What is this?” he asks Ravage.

Olivia bites her lip.

I rush to defend her, even though I’ve got nothing. “Tommie said she’d recognize the boyfriend if she saw him, right?” When Olivia nods, I surge forward. “So then let’s have her over, see if she recognizes anyone.”

“That’s if this isn’t total bullshit,” Skid says. “Are we really gonna waste club time on some slag from the streets?”

Olivia bristles at the term, shoulders tightening. Her eyes narrow at Skid. “Wanna try that again?”

“You heard me,” he snarls. “Slag.”

She shoves her seat back, his hits the wall as he rises, and I slam him back against the sheetrock.

“Watch your manners,” I growl, my arm pressed against his throat.

He snarls in response.

“That’s enough, Red Dog,” Ravage says, and I release him immediately.

For now.

He lifts a scarred arm, his mottled hand rubbing at his throat, eyeing me with hateful blues.

“I found newspaper articles about it,” Vaughn says from behind his battered laptop. “Her name was Liane Paige.”

Mark shakes his head. “Doesn’t ring a bell.”

“Not for me, either,” Beer Can says.

“How ‘bout you, Skid?” I ask.

“This is bullshit, Prez,” he says to Ravage. “Are we really going off the whims of a little girl and some slag?” He stares straight at Olivia when he says it. I reach for the collar of his shirt, but Ravage yanks me back.

“Enough. Olivia, you’ve got a barbecue to plan.” He bangs the gavel, dismissing us.

No one moves.

“Did I stutter?” His ice blue eyes appraise us.

Vaughn shuts his laptop. “Someone’s cranky,” he mutters as he stands.

“Hold it,” Olivia says.

I know that look on her face. The one that says she knows better, even if just a smidge. The one that says, “Gotcha.” I know that look because it’s almost the same one she gave me that first night.

Almost.

That night, the corners of her mouth curled up just a bit, with just the slightest hint of mischief, her eyelids heavy. Then she broke into someone’s station wagon and pulled me in behind her, losing clothes as we slid into the back.

The look she’s giving Ravage now has none of the lust. Instead there’s that fire in her eyes that I’ve come to love.

And fear.

Just a little.

“Come on in,” she calls through the closed double doors, doors that club legend says came from an actual local church. They’re old and wood and heavy, so they could’ve.

A woman slips inside, the same woman from the other day.

“We don’t allow outsiders,” Mercy says, his voice warm but tinged with warning. Don’t push it, he seems to be telling his daughter. But of course she won’t listen to him. Not with the strain between them. He turns to Skid and Ravage. “She’ll go. No harm—”

“She’s not going anywhere,” Olivia says, clasping Tommie’s hand. “Do you recognize anyone?”

Tommie lowers her sunglasses, staring from face to face. She skips right over Vaughn, does a double take at me.

I clench my fists under the table so no one sees. It’s what I thought. Bastard must’ve been her mother’s boyfriend. That’s why Ravage didn’t want to do this. Once again, he was protecting my father.

Dead since I went away to prison a lifetime ago, yet he’s still calling all the shots.

I’m sick of cleaning up Bastard’s messes. I’m tired of drying little girls’ tears. Tommie’s too old for his tastes but he still ruined her life. He took her mother.

Yet one more thing I’ll never forgive him for.

Tommie lifts a hand, points a finger. I follow its direction, positive I’ll see myself at the other end of it.

Him. He looks just like his father. He’s the one. That’s what she’ll say any second now.

But when I see who she’s pointing at, my chest spasms like the wind’s been knocked out of me.

Judging by the looks on everyone else’s faces, we’re all just as shocked.


Alone in the room we held Church, I lift Olivia onto the table. “That was hot,” I say, kissing her neck. “The way you had Tommie outside, waiting for the right moment.” My lips move against her skin, kissing up to her chin.

She wraps her legs around my waist. “I can’t believe it, though,” she says. “The mom’s boyfriend?”

“Yeah.” I touch my forehead to hers, each of us leaning against the other. We breathe in and out, cells recovering after the shock.

Olivia’s hand slips into mine and pulls my palm to her, up under her shirt. “I just want to forget, for a bit,” she says.

There’s nothing else to say. I close my fingers around her breast, the softness of it light in my hand, giving it just the right pressure she likes. Her hands clasp my face, my beard brushing against her fingers. It’s getting long, longer than I’ve ever let it get. Not counting prison.

Her soft lips push mine open, and I forget those hellish years, forget the last thirty minutes. I hitch her skirt up to her waist, push aside her lacy thong, finding her soaked. She nods, emphatic, unbuckling my belt, freeing me. Her fingers squeeze the base of my cock, rolling over the head, notching me to her. Then I push in, sweetly slow, the hot wetness of her sucking me in an inch at a time. She’s quicksand and I’m drowning in her, buried to the hilt, breathing in her oxygen.

She lies back so I can hit it deep, my head reaching the end of her. When I withdraw, my shaft is coated in her. I run a finger along her leaking lips, soaking the pad of it in creamy desire. I bring my fingers to my lips, but she grabs my wrist, sucking me into her mouth, tasting herself.

I come hard, shooting into her, rolling my hips against her in an attempt to bring her with me.

“Come on me while you fuck me with your fingers,” she says, all doe eyes as she lifts her tiny tank, exposing her belly. I shoot onto her, white pearls dotting her skin even as I thrust two fingers into her, pinching her clit while I fuck her. She matches my pace, grinding hard against me, crying out as she squeezes her eyes shut. I feel her clench around my fingers, her thighs shaking, her body going limp.

I grin, feeling proud of myself as she slumps back onto the table, droplets soaking into the wood.

Ravage would kill us if he knew what we just did, but fuck him.

Olivia’s eyes meet mine, her thoughts seeming to sync with mine. She sighs, and I help her sit up. “What do we do now?” she asks, and I know she’s not talking about the mess on the table.

She’s talking about Tommie, Tommie’s mother Liane, and the mysterious boyfriend—Ravage.


To Be Continued…


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I just finished reading this spicy, slow burn, small town romance

Wild Card by Staci Hart has some pretty memorable scenes: the rooftop, the pond, the water tower (iykyk). I love a Staci Hart novel, not just for the spice but also for the slow, sweet way she writes sex scenes. With Wild Card, she really kicked it up a notch. “Duchess” (Jessa) and Remy seemed determined to get caught, what with all the public places they banged in. 😂

I really appreciated how lighthearted this book was. Off-page, pre-book, Remy cared for his mother while she went through cancer treatment, and she survived. (She even assists a little, behind the scenes.) The most serious thing that happened was when his giant dog muddied up Jessa’s clothes (and it was nothing a little dry cleaning couldn’t fix). It was a couple hundred pages of witty banter, Remy dirty-talking, and Jessa falling in love with not just Remy but also the town. In other words, it was exactly what I needed.

I finished this book with a big ass grin on my face, squealing in happiness when I read Epilogue 2 at the end. Wild Card reminded me a lot of Bad Penny, the first Staci Hart book I ever read, because there was such a bounce and sauciness to her writing. (Penny’s nipples, lips, and dick theory has lived rent-free in my head ever since.)

Hart was much missed and I’m so glad she’s back in action. I can’t wait for Cass and Wilder’s book—I’m a sucker for second chance romance, and the ending of Wild Card set things up nicely for their story.

In the meantime, if you like small town romance, Wild Card is a fun summer read.


If you liked my Love in Ink small town tattoo shop romance series, I think you’ll like Wild Card (or any of Staci Hart’s other small town romances, really).

A Touch of Gold, Chapter 2

Chapter 2: The Proposal
David

I’d been on a roll all morning. I’d just talked to Mrs. Wish—the owner of Wish Grocery and everyone’s honorary grandma—and the second to last person to cross off my list.

“I’m old,” she’d said. “I want to kick back and enjoy my grandchildren—all of them.” She pinched my cheek. “Sure, I’ll sell.”

I’d all but danced out of the store.

Goldie was the last one I needed to convince. I’d stopped by a couple times since I heard she was back in town, but both times she was tattooing. I didn’t want a tattoo, but making an appointment was the only way our very different schedules would align.

The years since high school had been extra good to her, finessing the perfection that had always been Theodora “Goldie” Mosley. The baggy black T-shirt she wore over biker shorts shouldn’t have been sexy, yet it hugged her curves in all the right ways. She’d been pretty in high school. In her thirties, she was downright stunning, her full lips painted purple, complementing her brown eyes and umber skin. Warmth lingered in those eyes as she gave my hand a squeeze. She was giving me all the “ask me out” vibes.

That prolonged eye contact was my cue to say, “So what are you doing for dinner tonight?” Except I was on a mission.

Before I could take her out, I had to cross her off my list.

Or, more specifically, her building.

I was gonna pitch her into selling her building to the town, and then I’d take her out—home run.

Even though I hadn’t been back in town long, I felt that familiar itch to prove myself. When I left, I’d been the kid whose dad died. When I came back, I was the new city planner who’d turned around a dying city. A small city, but still. It had gone from Brass City of the world, to most dangerous city in the state to, under my watch, thriving youthful utopia.

I could do the same for Stagwood Falls.

Fortunately for my hometown, we weren’t even on the list of dangerous places. We were, however, the emptiest Main Street in the state.

Goldie retrieved her hand, using it to tuck her braids behind her ear. “What’re you all deep in thought about?”

Time to get my head back into the game.

“I was just thinking how a lot’s changed since high school, and yet nothing’s changed,” I said. “I mean, here we are, me bugging you while you draw.”

She chuckled. “You were never bugging me.”

And we were back to that lingering eye contact.

When I pitched softball, it was all about timing, position, and speed. I needed to stay in the zone.

I cleared my throat. “How’s your grandpa?”

“He’s good,” she replied. “Torturing Sabella with his old dead bodies story.”

I laughed. “See? Nothing’s changed.”

“How’s your mom?”

“Still trying to convince me to stay with her instead of the house the town is loaning me.” I shook my head. “Never gonna happen. Did you know Benton’s staying with my mom now? In my old room, at that. Sometimes I think she’s trying to recreate our teen years,” I joked.

“I heard. Your mom means well, though.”

“I know.” Sometimes I forgot that Goldie wasn’t just a member of the dead dads club; she also belonged to the dead moms club. The other major difference between us was her parents were killed by a drunk driver, and my dad killed himself drinking. I was lucky I still had a mom, even if she was your typical overbearing Italian.

“How’s your sister?” Goldie asked, her pencil stroking across the page.

“Nic’s good. My niece is keeping her on her toes.” I grinned, thinking of the other night when I stopped by for dinner after work. My four-year-old niece LuLu was the best. That was why I’d moved back home. I’d done the whole living-by-myself-in-the-big-city thing in my twenties, and I’d enjoyed every moment of it. But I missed my family. It was weird not seeing them regularly when I was used to seeing them every day.

“She’s cute,” Goldie admitted. It did something to me, her asking about my family. “I ran into them at the grocery store.”

I raised my eyebrows and she laughed. “What?” I asked.

“Dude, I forgot how much those caterpillars distract me,” she teased. “And those dimples. Jesus.”

“I come by them honestly.” I wiggled my eyebrows, and she laughed again. The sound reverberated through me, settling in my marrow. In high school, I would’ve done anything to make her laugh. She was already beautiful, but when she laughed, pink tinged her copper cheeks and her face glowed. She’d toss her head back, braids flying in every direction, clapping her hands at my joke. In homeroom, I wasn’t just the second shortest kid in my freshman class. I was David Mosconi, the kid who could make her laugh. I still had it. We still had it, that instant connection.

“How are you not tied down by now?” she asked.

I smirked. She could tie me down any time.

But first, it was time to get to work.

Setting the sketch aside, Goldie tapped the screen of her phone a few times. A second later, Mastodon played through speakers I hadn’t noticed mounted to the walls.

“Their newest album,” I said, nodding in approval. “From the singles they released, I thought it was gonna be all over the place in a weird way, but hearing it from start to finish, it makes perfect sense.”

Her head snapped up, gaze zeroing in on me. “Yeah,” she said, surprised. “I thought the same thing.”

“Why are you so surprised?”

“I just . . .” She gave my suit an up and down glance.

“Thought I went all cookie-cutter? Nah. I became a city planner so I could afford concerts.”

“And real Timbs,” she added.

“And real Timbs,” I repeated with a laugh. The two of us were some of the only kids in our high school who didn’t have real Timberlands. Her grandfather and my widowed mom couldn’t afford anything other than Kmart work boots.

Our eyes met, and again I felt that old connection spark back to life. I saw my chance.

And watched as it slipped away.

“Where are you thinking of getting this cat?” she asked. “It’s kind of hard to draw without a reference or at least an idea of placement.”

Tattoos were more complicated than I’d thought.

“You know, I’m not sure.” I cleared my throat. “I’ve, uh, got to think about it a little more.”

“Take your time. Tattoos are forever . . .until I expand enough to get a laser for removal.” She winked. She slid the drawing into a folder marked with my name and, just like that, my hour was up.

We both stood at the same time. I traced her tattoos with my eyes, appreciating the gold line art flowers and geometric shapes that wound around her arms. Even back in high school, she stood out. Like me, she didn’t fit into a single clique. She had purple braids and a crystal stud in her nose, fake Timbs on her feet. I was in love.

“I’m glad you’re back. Stagwood’s gotten really stagnant, so your shop is refreshing,” I said.

“Thank you.”

“I’m gonna refresh Main Street, one block at a time,” I told her. “Starting with this one. Instead of a bunch of empty shops, it’s gonna be condos on top to draw in first-time home buyers.”

She crossed her arms, eyes narrowing in suspicion. “Condos?”

“I should’ve brought the concept art. They’ll fit in nicely,” I promised. “I’ve already got all the other shop owners on the block on board. You’re the last one I’m pitching to.”

“Pitching what?”

I leaned against a cabinet. “Sell me your building. The town, I mean. I’ll get you market value and you’ll be set. You can—”

She held up a hand. “Sell you my building?” She laughed. “You’re kidding, right? Where are Poppy, Kinsley, Sabella, and I all supposed to go?”

“Anywhere you want. Once you sell, you can afford to move into the Stagwood Heights neighborhood. It’s right on the lake. It’s beautiful.”

“I don’t care if it’s an actual palace, David,” she said. “There is no way we’re leaving. This building is more than just some dusty old shop to us. It’s our heart.”

I blinked. “So . . . you’re saying no?”

“I’m saying hell no.”

I replayed the last hour in my mind, analyzing where I went wrong. It didn’t make sense. All the other shop owners said yes as soon as I told them how much they stood to make.

That was where I’d dropped the ball. I hadn’t given her actual numbers. She’d thrown me off my game with her pretty smile and those biker shorts on that ass.

“Did I mention your building will sell for two hundred thousand? Cash—a nice down payment,” I said.

But she shook her head at me. “Nope. Never happening.” She lifted her eyebrows at me, as if expecting a rebuttal.

I had nothing.

I’d only counted on winning. It was a rookie mistake—one I wouldn’t make again.

I’d figure out a way to convince her. Maybe she just needed to see the official numbers on paper, in black and white. Who said no to $200,000 cash?

“David?” she called as I neared the lobby.

I turned around, the tightness in my chest loosening into the familiar warm sensation that always took over when I looked into her eyes. “Yeah?”

“It was nice seeing you,” she said softly.

An hour earlier, I would’ve been putty in her hands at hearing her say that. She’d effectively just thrown an L-shaped wrench into my winning streak. I’d been so close to saving our town, bringing us from an outdated lakeside summer tourist attraction to a modern year-round home to artists. I wished she could see what I saw: artisan studios and store-fronts where the creatives lived upstairs. It’d bring new blood to town and save us thousands in costly maintenance of crumbling “historic” buildings.

“You’ll see me again,” I said. “I don’t give up that easily.”

The stubborn tilt of her chin told me neither did she.


Everything Goldie touches turns to gold, so when the building that’s been in her family for generations is in trouble, her family calls on her to help save it. Moving back to her hometown and back in with her family comes with definite perks—like no more rent—and emotional baggage in the form of Goldie’s high school crush turned hottie David. When she sees him again, all those old feelings come rushing back—and are quickly dampened when she finds out he wants to tear down her building to build a “better” Main Street.

For as long as David can remember, Stagwood Falls has been a small-town summer vacation hotspot. It’s the kind of town that will charm the socks off of anyone who decides to drive through no matter the season, and it’s his job to make sure Stagwood Falls stands out on the map all year around. All he needs to do is convince the townspeople to get on board, even if it means making some sacrifices. When Goldie returns to Stagwood Falls, David is immediately drawn to her just as he was back in high school. This time around, he’ll do whatever it takes to get her attention. What David doesn’t expect is for Goldie to be so opposed to his new revitalization strategy that she’s hellbent on throwing a massive wrench in his plan.

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A Touch of Gold, Chapter 1

Chapter 1: Caterpillars
Goldie

Caterpillar eyebrows. They were all I could think about as I set up my tattoo station. The eyebrows in question belonged to David, the guy I crushed on through all four years of high school, and he had no idea. Thank goodness, because that would be embarrassing. I hadn’t seen him since I left everything I knew to create the life I dreamed of. A decade later, I was right back where I started, in Stagwood Falls, the town I grew up in.

Grew up, left, came back—David took that same path. I might’ve been long over my crush, but I was curious. Had he grown into those caterpillars, and did he have the same melty chocolate eyes that used to give me butterflies? Those were my burning questions, but what I was really dying to know was what he wanted me to tattoo on him.

We had an appointment any minute.

I left the shop for our apartment in the back, joining my sister Kinsley and our grandfather in the kitchen. She chewed a piece of honey wheat toast with Nutella, some of which was smeared across her deep brown skin.

“You got a little something.” I tapped my own face.

“Don’t judge me,” she said, dabbing it off with a napkin. “I haven’t been able to stop eating this stuff since I got laid off.”

“Girl, I get it. Chocolate makes everything better,” I said with a gentle smile. “Any luck renting a chair at Faith’s salon?”

She shook her head. “She’s full, but she said she’ll call me first if she loses anyone.” She shrugged. “I still can’t believe Paola’s closed. I’ve worked there since I was sixteen, but what can ya do?”

I gave her shoulder a squeeze. “We’re all right. We’re all caught up on taxes now, so you’ve got plenty of time to find a chair somewhere.”

“For now,” she agreed with a sigh. “I was on Poppy to close the music shop for the longest time, swearing up and down I could handle the taxes on our building. I feel like I let him down. I feel like I let you down.”

“Never,” I assured her. “You held it down here while I was running around New Haven, chasing my dream. It’s your turn now. There’s no rush. I’ll keep us in ramen,” I joked.

Poppy lowered his newspaper with a momentous crinkle. I’d almost forgotten he was sitting at the kitchen table with us. “I will not eat that stuff,” he proclaimed. “It’s basically Styrofoam.”

My grandfather, who’d raised us after our parents died, was the most stubborn person I knew. He was also my favorite person in the whole wide world.

“The dollar stuff in the store, sure. Come out to the city with me sometime for a real bowl of ramen, you’ll be singing a different tune.”

“I still can’t believe you actually lived in New Haven,” Kinsley said. “Shootings on the news every day.” She shuddered. “No offense to Sabella, but I could never do it. Give me sleepy little Stagwood Falls any day.”

“The city does have a lot of crime,” I agreed, “but the gossip mill here, whew! You could dance naked in the street in New Haven and no one would even look at you. People mind their business.”

“True. I was at Faith’s the other day,” Kinsley said, patting her fresh braids, “and the way people were talking about your tattoo shop, you would’ve thought you’re over here giving little kids tattoos.”

I chuckled. “Nah, mostly it’s the heathens from New Haven county. Which we should all be grateful for because they keep me in business, our taxes paid, and these potholes filled. What’s the deal with that, anyway? Seems like the roads here are worse than ever.”

“Budget issues,” Poppy said. “We just had a big ol’ debate at the last town meeting about whether to fill those holes or replace the broken slide at the elementary school. Guess which won?”

“I’ll give you a hint,” Kinsley said. “It’s neither. Matthews and David Mosconi have a special renovation project.”

I sipped my coffee. “Why you gotta say his name like that? I remember him. And those caterpillar eyebrows.”

“Do you remember how much you used to crush on him?” She giggled. “It was always David this, David that. Grannie and I had money on when you two would get together.”

“It wasn’t like that. We were just friends.”

She scoffed. “Friends who went to concerts together. You even asked him to prom.”

“Don’t remind me,” I groaned. He’d turned me down. I changed the subject. “Poppy, did you change the music again?” I already knew the answer. I’d turned on a Foo Fighters mix before I went up front, but an old doowop song played through the speakers. “I know this is your building,” I said, “but you said the shop was mine.”

Kinsley looked from me to Poppy, an amused smile on her lips.

“This is the kitchen,” he said without looking up from his newspaper.

He was eighty-three, and he’d spent the length of my thirty-four years playing country, doowop, and soul with a band. He thought my music was just a bunch of noise, and I thought his music was old.

Thankfully my best friend and business partner thundered down the stairs before my grandfather and I could get into our clashing tastes in music.

“Ready,” Sabella announced, wincing as she spotted Poppy. “Sorry for the noise.” She bent to tighten the strap of her boot.

He waved a hand at her. “If you think that’s noise, you should’ve been around when they dug the lake.”

Kinsley and I glanced at each other, sharing a smile. We both knew that story by heart.

“When they dug the lake?” Sabella asked. “You mean Stagwood Lake isn’t natural?”

“Oh, no,” he said, putting down his paper and facing his rapt audience. Discreetly, I glanced at the time. “They dug it when I was a boy. They paid me one dollar for every body I moved.”

“One dollar for every . . .body?” Sabella repeated.

Poppy nodded. “Oh yeah. They flooded it out.”

“They killed people?” She gaped at him.

We’d been in town for barely three weeks, and Poppy hadn’t wasted any time in catching Sabella up on old family stories. I loved how Poppy immediately treated her the same way he did Kinsley and me. When Sabella moved to town with me, only Kinsley had met her in person, but she fit right into our little family.

“Time to go to work.” I grabbed my Thermos and looped my arm through one of hers, tugging her to the front of the building where my tattoo shop waited.

“Mean boss,” Sabella teased. “I wanna hear the rest of the story.”

“I could tell it to you from memory.” I unlocked the front door, flipped the sign to open, and went into the room I’d converted into my station to set up.

In the front room that served as our lobby, Sabella tapped the iPad, bringing up the app that tracked our appointments. “What are you doing for your ten o’clock?”

I looked up from the inks I was squirting into tiny caps. “David? I’m not sure. I think it’s just a consult. I think you might’ve scheduled him.”

I wondered what he sounded like. I remembered his voice as less of a sound and more of a feeling, sweet and warm.

“I think,” she said, “that was the guy who didn’t sound too sure, himself. First he said maybe a tattoo for his mom.”

“His mom? She’s still alive, as far as I know.” I hoped so. Both of us lost more in high school than any kid ever should.

“Well, you’ve got a pretty open day,” she said, “so you’ve got plenty of time.”

I was gonna need something a lot stronger than coffee.

I hadn’t seen him in a good decade. I’d deactivated my Facebook ages ago, so I probably couldn’t even pick him out of a lineup. From what Poppy said, he’d taken a position as the new city planner. I had to Google what that meant. Basically, he was the one to talk to if our little town was ever going to get a Starbucks.

A girl needed some Pink Drink now and then, even if it was straight sugar.

Right on cue, the bells attached to the front door cheerily announced his arrival.

I hurried out to meet him in the front room before Sabella could get to him, skidding to a halt when I saw him.

The short kid I’d crushed on for his personality and love of the Foo Fighters was gone. In his place stood a tall man with melted chocolate eyes. The only thing that hadn’t changed were those caterpillar eyebrows.

“Hey, Goldie.” He stood tall in his tailored suit, his eyes appreciatively taking in the shop until they settled on me. “The place looks great. So do you.” I watched his full lips, mesmerized by the way they hugged every word. Kind of like how his suit clung to muscles that definitely hadn’t been there when we graduated.

I rocked back on my heels, feeling hot under his gaze. No way could I keep it professional, not with the way he shrugged out of his suit jacket and rolled up his sleeves, exposing long arms full of muscle and a completely blank canvas.

“Thank you,” I stammered a full minute later.

“Smooth,” Sabella commented from her spot at the front desk, low enough that only I could hear. I hoped.

David smiled at me, his lips parting to expose straight white teeth, all while never breaking eye contact.

I felt practically naked, standing there in my black crop top and biker shorts. Clearing my throat, I switched to professional mode. I needed to get through his appointment without staring at him like a piece of meat. I knew most men changed drastically between high school and adulthood, but damn, what a glow up. He’d gone from cute in a kinda goofy way to full-on GQ hottie.

I hoped his personality had flourished in the same way.

“So hi,” he said again, this time holding his arms open.

I stepped into him, meaning to keep the hug quick. The second his arms closed around me, though, my body melted into his.

“How’ve you been?” he asked, his voice a gentle murmur in my ear. “You look incredible.”

“You smell incredible,” I blurted, his cologne still in my nostrils even as I stepped back. “What’re you wearing?”

“I showered,” he said with a shrug. “This place is beautiful.” He did a loop around the lobby, admiring the walls I’d painted a lush forest green, the gold skulls on the shelves popping nicely against it. Even the sofa I’d thrifted in the city had gold hardware. “You built this.” His eyes shimmered with pride.

I waved him off, but beamed with pride. It’d taken literal sweat, blood, and tears, with a dash of tattoo ink. There were days I’d felt so overwhelmed, I didn’t want to get out of bed, but standing in that lobby, I was glad I’d shoved myself out of my comfort zone time and time again.

“How about you? Mr. City Planner.” I gave him a gentle shove. “I had to Google that. You gonna get me a Starbucks here, or at least a Target?”

He chuckled. “You know how slowly the wheel turns here.”

“And how. Your boy Matthews made me jump through hoops to get this place approved. Do you know he made me write an essay? An essay!” I laughed, but I was still annoyed, weeks and weeks later.

“An essay? About what?”

“About how this heathenous tattoo shop is going to bring in tourism. I basically told him that all the New Haven people who come in here will like it so much, they’ll never want to leave.” I cackled. “I also reminded him that we’re paid up on our taxes now, and I have all the necessary licenses and permits. Gregory Allen Matthews the third. Can’t forget those Roman numerals. Can you believe that kid became our mayor? The one who insisted instead of having our prom at the Gardner barn, like every class since the dawn of time, we just had to have it at Forcella’s inn. Which is beautiful,” I conceded, “but—”

“No room for dancing,” we both said, laughing.

Sabella made a face. “No dancing? What kind of prom is that?”

“The kind that haunts Matthews wherever he goes,” I said. “What’s he like as mayor? As your boss?” I asked David.

“He’s all right,” he evaded.

“Just all right? No tea to spill for your girl, huh? Well, in due time,” I teased. “So what’re we doing today?” I motioned for him to follow me back. I might’ve been imagining it, but I swore I felt his eyes on my ass.

“I was thinking I’d get a memorial portrait of my dad,” he said as we settled into my station.

I nodded, my heart squeezing for him. I’d lost my parents and he’d lost his dad right around the same time. Two sides of the same coin—my parents were killed by a drunk driver, and his dad died from a bad liver.

I hated to tell him I wasn’t a portrait artist. Nailing someone’s likeness was its own niche, one I’d never mastered. “That would be lovely. It’s more Sabella’s vein, though, so let me grab her real quick.”

“I’ll just get something else,” he said quickly. He rubbed at his chiseled chin, his fingers scraping over stubble. When I’d left Stagwood Falls, he’d barely had facial hair.

I swallowed.

“Maybe I’ll get a cat,” David said.

“From the shelter?”

“No, a tattoo. Can you do a cat?”

“That I can do,” I said. “Do you want one like your dad’s? Whatever happened to that little guy, anyway?” I turned to my desk with its lightboard, already grabbing a pencil.

“He lived to fifteen. Can you believe that? It really does look great in here,” David said. “I remember taking guitar lessons in this room, I think.”

“Good memory. I always thought this room had the best natural light and was kind of wasted as a studio.” Like the lobby, I’d decorated it in deep green and gold. Just a few weeks earlier, it’d still rocked the dark red paint of my grandfather’s guitar shop.

Touch of Gold was just another incarnation of the little shop and apartment that had been in my family for generations.

I was about to ask him if he had a picture of his dad’s cat on him when he stood from his seat, pacing the room.

“I’m sure you’ve heard, I’m the city planner now,” he said.

“That’s cool. Not gonna lie, I’m still not really sure what that is,” I admitted.

“Most of the time, it’s glorified babysitting. I don’t usually get to plan much, but now Mayor Matthews and I are working on a big project,” he said.

“Kinsley mentioned something about it.” I set down my pencil. “What are y’all doing?”

“Yeah, so, basically tourism is our town’s main income, but it’s only seasonal, right? So it’s always a struggle.”

I nodded. So far, the only clients I had were the ones willing to make the hour drive from my old spot in the city. They were enough to keep us afloat, and not much else. I knew it’d take some time to rebuild my clientele, especially in a small lake town that was already gasping for air. The people here didn’t exactly have the kind of disposable income it took to get a tattoo, and there weren’t a whole lot of young people, either.

“My plan is to bring some new blood into the town,” David said.

“That sounds like music to my ears,” I said. “Half the block is empty. That little record store we used to hang out at is closed.” I shook my head.

“Phoenix Records,” he said mournfully. “That guy had the best recommendations. Spotify ain’t got nothing on him.”

“Hey, maybe you should get a Foo Fighters tattoo. Like mine.” I tugged up the hem of my biker shorts to show him the double Fs I got the second I turned eighteen.

“Nice,” he purred, his eyes trailing up my thigh.

“This is the first tattoo I ever did.”

“You did that on yourself?” He whistled.

“Hurt like a bitch, and looked even worse. Thankfully, I got better and cleaned it up. I could give you a matching one, here,” I said, touching his forearm.

He looked down at where my fingers brushed his skin, then directly at me. He towered at least a foot above me, but in that moment we were eye to eye. Combined with the heat that flared where we touched, and I knew I hadn’t imagined his eyes on my ass.

“I’m real sorry I didn’t take you to prom,” he murmured, his gaze hazy.

“Why didn’t you? We’d be married with like, three kids by now,” I joked.

“Probably more like five,” he said, and with the heated way he watched his words hit me, it didn’t feel like a joke at all.

I licked my lips. This was the part where he asked me out, or at least slid into my DMs. I hadn’t planned on getting into anything with anyone in town. My family and the shop were my priorities. But he caught my hand in his, and every atom in me hopped around the way I danced at a Foo Fighters concert.

There was only one thing standing in my way.

“You’re not, like, married or anything, right?” I said it with a laugh, but inside I was dying.

“Currently single,” he said.

I squeezed his hand. “Not for long.”


Everything Goldie touches turns to gold, so when the building that’s been in her family for generations is in trouble, her family calls on her to help save it. Moving back to her hometown and back in with her family comes with definite perks—like no more rent—and emotional baggage in the form of Goldie’s high school crush turned hottie David. When she sees him again, all those old feelings come rushing back—and are quickly dampened when she finds out he wants to tear down her building to build a “better” Main Street.

For as long as David can remember, Stagwood Falls has been a small-town summer vacation hotspot. It’s the kind of town that will charm the socks off of anyone who decides to drive through no matter the season, and it’s his job to make sure Stagwood Falls stands out on the map all year around. All he needs to do is convince the townspeople to get on board, even if it means making some sacrifices. When Goldie returns to Stagwood Falls, David is immediately drawn to her just as he was back in high school. This time around, he’ll do whatever it takes to get her attention. What David doesn’t expect is for Goldie to be so opposed to his new revitalization strategy that she’s hellbent on throwing a massive wrench in his plan.

A Touch of Gold
Stagwood Falls: Love in Ink Series

Book 1
Kobo Originals


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A TOUCH OF GOLD Cover Reveal

I’m so excited to show you the cover for A Touch of Gold! A few months ago, I signed a four-book deal with Kobo Originals. The team at Kobo is passionate about books, and working with them has been a dream come true. I know that’s cliche, but truly—it’s been everything I hoped it’d be, and more. I’m now able to focus more on writing (and healing, but that’s another blog post), and I already see so much growth in my craft!

I’m the type of writer who is never short on ideas, just energy, so having the team at Kobo handle all the details while I do my thing… utterly glorious. They cooked up this cover with Ukrainian designers MIBLART, incorporating flowers with illustration, and using the colors from Goldie’s tattoo shop in the book! I love the way the gold lettering pops against the rich purples and greens. Check it out!

A Touch of Gold
Stagwood Falls: Love In Ink Series, Book 1

Everything Goldie touches turns to gold, so when the building that’s been in her family for generations is in trouble, her family calls on her to help save it. Moving back to her hometown and back in with her family comes with definite perks—like no more rent—and emotional baggage in the form of Goldie’s high school crush turned hottie David. When she sees him again, all those old feelings come rushing back—and are quickly dampened when she finds out he wants to tear down her building to build a “better” Main Street.

For as long as David can remember, Stagwood Falls has been a small-town summer vacation hotspot. It’s the kind of town that will charm the socks off of anyone who decides to drive through no matter the season, and it’s his job to make sure Stagwood Falls stands out on the map all year around. All he needs to do is convince the townspeople to get on board, even if it means making some sacrifices. When Goldie returns to Stagwood Falls, David is immediately drawn to her just as he was back in high school. This time around, he’ll do whatever it takes to get her attention. What David doesn’t expect is for Goldie to be so opposed to his new revitalization strategy that she’s hellbent on throwing a massive wrench in his plan.

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